A Person Of Passion And Fire

UPDATE: 6-19-19 I didn’t get to start sharing this series that I had wrote and put up before on the msroguesa.com site. So, I wanted to go ahead and start sharing these. When your reading this, you can tell things end up taking a turn …I often find myself doing that, seems that as I’m writing and just letting it all flow out that there’s something else. It takes more than one blog to get the full meaning of my writings of my experiences. So you may not understand exactly where I’m going with this one, but things will be explained as I go. Hopefully that might help as your reading through my blogs. I honestly wrote this one with my eyes closed the whole time. This one, the visions, they were very vivid for me, as I was typing this up.

To know oneself, is to look deep within. And I mean looking REALLY DEEP. To know oneself is to accept and not deny. To KNOW oneself is NOT lie to yourself, to admit the truths, your truths. To know oneself, is to have a thirst to seek. It means to have such a firece thirst that just never seems to be quenched. With Seeking oneself, it is through knowledge that is saught out. Gaining knowledge through all things possible. knowing how you tick, how you operate how YOU, your whole being about yourself works, It is only by seeking the knowledge, gaining insight that you will start to posses clarity, an better understanding of yourself. With that understanding and clarity, you start to identify and recognize. But STILL, the thirst for seeking just isn’t quenched, finding yourself very parched actually, But yet, somehow, that thrist, is that drive, that MAKES you still continue on your jouneys, seeking to finally one day have that thirst that is sooooo fierce that there’s no other way, but to finally have it quenched, to finally have that peace within yourself, for that thirst to finally be content enough that it’s “at bay” and stilled “some”…

…Some….you start to feel that stir again, that thrist come back. Once more out of desperation to quench, to satisfy that thirst, that need to find oneself. Now you realize that this thirst to seek and find oneself, has taken you on a quest. But not just any quest. A quest so unique in its nature. That is JUST FOR YOU. To seek, To find, To know, To GRASP…is to spiritually seek! With Spiritually seeking, the quest that you’ve found yourself to be on, you find that it has become “what purpose do i have?” ” What am i here for?” Those age old questions that EVERY ONE OF US ask….

…Here’s something for every one of you. to REALLY ponder on for a long time…

What if YOU were given a Treause Map, so to speak, that treasure map consisting of visions, dreams (including lucid dreams), in words not of your own, but in your head (not in a crazy nature…umm i cant remember the technical word for this) and in many other forms and ways that’s not of this earthly nature, and definitely not deemed socially acceptable. This treasure that was given to ends up when going through it all, going through every turn every hardship, EARNING your way through this map, This map in This vision you see, you see of yourself, being painted, a portrait on a canvas as it starts to come alive and with step that you take, you can really see each stroke that a hand is taking, each stroke of the paint brush, bringing this portrait of you to life, bringing color to it…

with my eyes closed now, seeing each detail as I described EXACTLY what I wsaw, with my eyes closed, my fingers still typing still seeing the richness in color that over the years I have only been able to describe as like in the movie, robin Williams was in…patch Adams?? I think it was

This treasure map ends up being the key, the key to YOU! The key to why you are important, why YOU ARE HERE, what YOUR PURPOSE IS…and upon being given the key to you, yourself , it being said, “let no one have this key, for this key is for thee and only thee to posses…for you have earned the key to know your purpose, Here this key is given to grant you the reward that you are deserved from seeking and never stopping” “Rejoice and rest, for much more is to come, for your purpose is one of great importance, Of great sacrifice”…….Just What IF you find out what your purpose is, but wanna give it back lol….and can’t…

Has anyone ever asked themselves after asking the question “what am I here for?” ….”Can I give it back if I don’t want it?” hmmmm oh well, let me save the time in finding out that answer….no you cant…

If you notice, i did NOT speak of my exact purpose..did i? ok…so this writing has apparently taken me back to not very long ago for me…and funny as it is becoming to me, to a driect left field way of what i was expecting lol…

This is gonna be part one…cuz i see now, that this will ve over time, and i have a feeling of why….and realizing what may be the “why” to this…tears start to flow…this is a reminder..to put me where i need to be…im not in sync, in sync with the universerse….

As this writing is starting to unfold for me, in order for the reading to have some kind of grasp…to be able to get a clearer picture..of my journey, my story, what i have to share, in NOT one that you will be able to understand in ways of which society deems as normal. cuz this is unlike anything that your brain AND body will be able to comprehend UNLESS you take yourself “COMPLETELY OUT OF THE BOX” letting COMPLETELY go of everything you know everything you were taught to be real, to be truth, to be reality….because as i type theses words, with my closed, im seeing literally seeing everything once again. The descriptions will be in full color and detail, but be forewarned, This is NOT gonna be understood by those that have a lower vibration frequency, and live within their Root Chakras, This will only be understood, by taking everything you weree taught and throwing it away…only by open mindedness and the feeling of my words will anyone be able to begin to see this picture that has been painted. the start of one hellva journey, that has not yet ended. But it a VERY deep one…For within my story comes a joureny that is hard for me to place into actual words, my accounts, some very painful, some will literally scare the shit of you, some will literally make all of your hair stand straight up, and yet some will be of such passion or a beautiful FIRE that is me…Im not sure exactly what words or stories will come out from the words that i type as my writing flows like water, but apparently this is someting that is now time to remind me, ..and to give my accouts for others to read…just remember, my journeys, or not all of this earthly nature…many shaman journeys…just to prepare your minds for the next part to come….

with this i end without even proof reading putting it up…i find it strange, my typing hasnt been so high strung this time…somewhat of a calmness, that is good…thanks everyone for reading…gawd, i cant prepare me nor yall for whats gonna be next…i have no clue..but deeper…and deeper…i will take you…

2:09 pm

jan 5, 2019,

rough draft, words need to be smoothed over, but this is the raw, the raw, real michelle

ps, you can read this “story” as however youd like to fiction, non-fiction, auto biography, science fiction even, i will let you choose howevere you feel you want to perceive the words that you read i dont give a fuck lmao…my saying for the year 2019 hahahaha

Again, I can NOT express enough, THIS IS NOT FOR THE SIMPLE-MINDED, THIS IS NOT FOR THE WEAK-MINDED, THIS IS NOT FOR THE CLOSED-MINDED AND THIS IS NOT FOR THOSE THAT HAVE IMPURE HEARTS AND HAVE ILL INTENTIONS. the words that you will be read will be spiritual in nature as well as very very deep,,,if this goes the way im thinking that it might….just saying…

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