As an empath
You don’t even realize what’s going on and what’s happening to you until it’s too late
People tend to gravitate to you both good and bad. And before you even realize that you find yourself drowning
You’re both hated and loved
Those that love you, without ever realizing it will suck the energy out from you because they want more of you.
Those that hate you, also don’t realize that what they’re hating and what they’re seeing is only a reflection of themselves. So they’re not hating you they’re hating what they see.
So either way an empath goes they’re still being drowned no matter what.
Within my own personal experiences a hard lesson I have learned. During covid-19 the word isolation has turned into a bad word. When for an empath, it’s the best thing I could have done for myself.
It got to the point of not knowing who is who and I could not even feel or tell myself from anyone else.
All these mixed emotions I’ve had anger frustration aggravation hurt and on and on, has literally been everybody else’s that I’ve been feeling.
It was time to drop it all. Both good and bad, for those that take this is personal I’m sorry it’s not anything personal towards you. It all has to do with me.
It was time that I dug a hole and I crawled into it all by myself. Because I needed to find myself one more time.
as an extra sensitive empath I found All these persuasions, suggestions, insinuations, labels, etc etc etc were nothing but brainwashing for me. Whether it was meant to be that way or not, as an extra sensitive empath …. It was. No matter the intent the outcome is still the same.
So what I’ve done, is I’ve dropped the old. And I’m starting new.
See this is my vision and my vision alone. And I needed to do this for me. Because you see when an empath gets drowned by those surrounding them… What you’ve seen recently in me is what happens to an empath when they’re drowned by those surrounding them.
Yes it’s a very hard lesson to learn .. but it’s especially EXTREMELY IMPORTANT FOR ANY EMPATH TO TAKE TIME AWAY FROM THE WORLD GATHER YOUR OWN THOUGHTS FEELINGS ALL THESE NEXT EMOTIONS THAT COME ABOUT THAT YOU’RE NOT AWARE OF AND FIND THEM AND GO THROUGH THEM NO MATTER WHAT THEY ARE.
Because you see, in between all this Tangled mess I’ve lost so much that was important to me my friendships my homes, my personal items EVERYTHING…. And I never realized just how much I was drowning until it was way too late.
So I’m sharing this for other empaths to please take my lesson learned, so that you don’t have to go this route it’s a hard route to go.
Of course knowing me as hard-headed stubborn bullheaded strong-willed and determined as I am
My life’s lessons has always been learned the hard way around lol.
So this isy first post on my brand new sixth website then I’m building from ground up.