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Take A Peak Into My Life 6

So i thought that I’d let ya’ll see what toys I HAD before they were stolen, and tell ya’ll a couple of funny stories that went along with a couple of these toys. The first pic is when I had them up in my apt in PA. For those that’s been in my place here, …

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Who Am I Part 1: My Tumblr Writings

Alot of factors has lead me to decide to do this.. Especially considering Tumblr became to toxic for me and I no longer have that to go to. It also took away the chance for you to see me for who I am. For you to get to know me…as me…These writings will be put …

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What It Means To Let Go

In light of what took place today. think this is the most appropiate at this given time. I mentioned Patty in Ca, who I credit given me “new life 10 yrs ago now. She is the one who handed me a piece of paper with this poen on it. It was then that I had …

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Some Thoughts

You know when you’re realizing things and you start to have clarity on a lot of things you’re feeling the emotions right then and there. to say that’s what I’ve been going through, yes! to say that these emotions are valid. yes! to say that I’m going through a process of healing, most definitel!!! here …

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To Be Stalked By Your Own Child

Right now I don’t think anyone can imgaine what it feels like to be stalked by any stalker, unless you have have had to deal with one. Let alone what it may feel like to be stalked by your own child. Not only stalked but tormented and fucked with in ways that is just unbelieveable …

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To Amend, To Right an End

Please allow me to amend, so that I can right this end. As it weighs heavy on my heart the end that came to be Time has been short i know. Within my blinded pain, fear and distrust I could not see that it was PTSD I understand that I’ve paid the ultimate price As it’s …

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You’ve never been all alone until you filled my shoes

To be totally alone September 3rd 2019 somewhere between the time soon 12:30 and 2:30 something I don’t even know the other night when while talking w a friend, I had said something about all the loss this year for me. he stated he knows about loss and he does he lost his brother this …

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A Miracle Child Turned Demon Child

To give you an idea of my hell that I’ve been through and what you don’t know about. And what Twitter has put me through in the process From The Beginning From the beginning; getting pregnant. Getting pregnant all I ever wanted. To be pregnant and to raise my child. Be careful for what you …

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To Fight & Rise Against All Odds: Those That Wanted To See Me Fail (Part 2)

A prelude to this…this is two writings in this one post, the first one ive just wrtten, the second part, i wrote back in feb when i was dealing with my living hell…being assaulted in ways no one can dream…to deal with cyber bulling, cyber harrassement and cyber stalking….then on top of all that an …

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When Given The Chance…And Enough Rope….(Part 1)

Pop some popcorn sit back prop your feet up. And take delight. Cuz today, now.. that day it has now come and what a show it will be. Take 5 go get your popcorn and drinks and come back and sit for a little while and watch this show as it unfolds From The Beginning …

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MY Healing Road-Trying To Survive Life After My Son

Too Many Chiefs and Not Enough Indians Ya know it’s really exhausting to TRY your damnedest to please everyone, that quite simply is NOT possible. Especially when every person you come into contact with expects you to be something else. Doesn’t like this, doesnt like that, your expected to act this way, then that way, …

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…And Then…It All Crashed Down On Me Part 2

Prelude I have NOT proof read this, I havent been able to go back and read any part of this because im TRYING my damnedest to not break down again! These are VERY VERY RAW EMOTIONS! Keep that in mind please. i wrote this..more like dictated while balling my eyes out, right after I did …

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Katrina, Gustav and The Flood of Louisiana

Taking Time To Remember Dated 8-29-19 Today marks the 14 year anniversary of Katrina. Eleven year anniversay of Gustav. Three years ago on Aug 16thThe Flood of Louisiana happened. And I’m gonna add another one in here. On Aug 25th, it was two years that Harvey had affected so many. Being that Katrina, like many …

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…And Then…In An Instant, It All Came Crashing Down (Part 1)

  A slave ALWAYS Needs To Have Direction Being true to my nature, i guess it wasn’t gonna happen till now. And happened, it definitely did. The signs have been there for awhile now. I knew I was losing my grip on holding it all on. I mean who could, really. After THIS long. And …

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To Give Me Back Life

With one gesture, one task He gave His own breathe He gave, Giving back life The feel of dispair was replaced with care When all others told I had no value, He showed my value was priceless Forever work never stopping had I, my all I gave. Never good enough taking more With one gesture, …

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When Giving Your All Is Not Enough

Being A True submissive/slave A slave is for her Masters/Dominants pleasure. She is there to please His wants, tends to His needs, to learn Him so well that she anticipates His needs and wants before it enters His mind. To kneel at the feet of who I’ve completely submitted to, is a position of great …

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How Dare She???

How Dare she not want to give her phone number OUT TO THE WHOLE WORLD? HOW DARE SHE NOT ANSWER MY MESSAGES RIGHT WHEN I MESSAGE HER??? SHE KNOWS I EXPECT HER TO ANSWER WHEN I SEND A MESSAGE TO HER!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK IT SHES NOT ANSWERING WHEN IIIIII WANT HER TO ANSWER SO I KNOW …

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raw thoughts

i believe ive gotten so closed in, so squeezed in….that i just wanna walk away from it all…just fucking leave it all..its sat morning, im now afraid to go take a shower, ive losing just globs of my hair in the shower for a mth and a half now, everyone says, your strongest bitch i …

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Hands

Two pairs of hands One pair made from the other At one time they had been entwined, so close and tight More like best friends instead of Mother and child As years passed, as those tiny babies hands started to grow Something happened, what exactly I guess I’ll never know As the wedge grew, farther …

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A Peak Into My Life 3: Family Life

i’m putting this out right now, i have to edit my typos and i have add quiet a bit more, i was half this into 2 or 3 but im putting this now, i have to With my back going down this week and everyone asking me if i have anyone to help me along …

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A Peak Into My Life 4: Fireworks Of Another Kind

July 3rd, Marks The 10 Yr anniversay… I wanted to get this out ON the anniversary day, but now its 12:32AM on the 4th. I have been working on Part 3 of this series for 5 days now. That one has been a very emotional one to write. I will have it completed and out …

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A Peak Into My Life Part:1

I started this series on this last site that I had that Word Press took down. So here it is as I had wrote it . I’m continuing with this series and about to put out Part 3 and needed to go ahead and add this one in there before the next one. This weekend …

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A Peak Into My Life 2:Daytona Bike Rally 2009

I haven’t gotten all of these done yet, but you asked when I got my clit hood ring done, so I thought I’d bring these out. This was Daytona Bike Rally 2009 when I was dating a Mongol. I wanted to get my clit hood pierced then, but “thought” it was gonna hurt so I …

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Thug Life: To A Special Solider

From the streets of New Orleans He ran Living that Thug Life A True Solider He is through and through Doing His way…Doing What He Do A True solider wit heart and soul Gotta have respect for a nigga like Him Seeing past those Thug eyes He found a special place in my heart His …

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Fun Facts: Charactisitics and Personailty Attributes

Through out my studies in the very beginning, with each new topic I researched, (Zodiac and Astrology, Stones, Animal Totem, Moon Phases and Meanings, Planets and Their Meanings The Elements, The Correspondences of Colors and Their Meanings) I began to learn a little more about myself. With each little thing I found out about myself, …

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