On The Healing Road

What It Means To Let Go

In light of what took place today. think this is the most appropiate at this given time. I mentioned Patty in Ca, who I credit given me “new life 10 yrs ago now. She is the one who handed me a piece of paper with this poen on it. It was then that I had …

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Some Thoughts

You know when you’re realizing things and you start to have clarity on a lot of things you’re feeling the emotions right then and there. to say that’s what I’ve been going through, yes! to say that these emotions are valid. yes! to say that I’m going through a process of healing, most definitel!!! here …

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To Be Stalked By Your Own Child

Right now I don’t think anyone can imgaine what it feels like to be stalked by any stalker, unless you have have had to deal with one. Let alone what it may feel like to be stalked by your own child. Not only stalked but tormented and fucked with in ways that is just unbelieveable …

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To Amend, To Right an End

Please allow me to amend, so that I can right this end. As it weighs heavy on my heart the end that came to be Time has been short i know. Within my blinded pain, fear and distrust I could not see that it was PTSD I understand that I’ve paid the ultimate price As it’s …

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MY Healing Road-Trying To Survive Life After My Son

Too Many Chiefs and Not Enough Indians Ya know it’s really exhausting to TRY your damnedest to please everyone, that quite simply is NOT possible. Especially when every person you come into contact with expects you to be something else. Doesn’t like this, doesnt like that, your expected to act this way, then that way, …

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…And Then…It All Crashed Down On Me Part 2

Prelude I have NOT proof read this, I havent been able to go back and read any part of this because im TRYING my damnedest to not break down again! These are VERY VERY RAW EMOTIONS! Keep that in mind please. i wrote this..more like dictated while balling my eyes out, right after I did …

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…And Then…In An Instant, It All Came Crashing Down (Part 1)

  A slave ALWAYS Needs To Have Direction Being true to my nature, i guess it wasn’t gonna happen till now. And happened, it definitely did. The signs have been there for awhile now. I knew I was losing my grip on holding it all on. I mean who could, really. After THIS long. And …

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