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Part 3 Direct Targeting

After what I have been through this past weekend, I’m over it. I want to see ALL of this on “paper” but it goes way deeper than all of this then you would think I have been publicly shamed in front of the whole wide world on Twitter on Tumblr on Reddit on FetLife I …

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Gaslighting & Creating Triggers

Taken from Wikipedia Gaslighting is a form of psychological manipulation in which a person or a group covertly sows seeds of doubt in a targeted individual or group, making them question their own memory, perception, or judgment, often evoking in them cognitive dissonance and other changes including low self-esteem. Using denial, misdirection, contradiction, and misinformation, gaslighting involves attempts to destabilize the victim and delegitimize the …

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When you don’t realize your with a Narcissists

I’ve ALWAYS lived by the Golden Rule “The Least You Know, The Better Off We All Are,” which is where my “nunya fuckin business” comes from. And YES, it has proven to be one of the MOST IMPORTANT Golden Rules to live by…especially In the streets. As Yes… “Igornace IS bliss” …….. BUT EXACTLY FOR …

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The Perfect Murder

Scenerio 1 you know I’m sorry I’m really sorry I’m really sorry things were made to look like your it was your fault to me it was made to look like you if it wasn’t you then it sure has been made to look that way I swear and I can’t help that I when …

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Part 5: Living In A Constandt State of Terror

There’s only a one or two days in here and there that i’m not living in a constant state of terror, in fear of my life, scared of everyone. And it seems like everyday I’m finding things that i just don’t understand like ya know this whole website is simply me crying out for help, …

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What I Gave Last Father’s Day

6-21-2020 last year i gave a special for Father’s Day an extra half hour of time, ONLY ONE PERRSON TOOK THAT SPECIAL!…ONLY ONE! And after this special and another one giving 53% off of the amount on the time and being shorted and ripped off so much RIGHT AFTER THE SPECIALS ENDED, that’s when i …

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Part 3: Ritual/ Psychological Abuse

THIS IS SO NOT COMPLETED BUT I FEEL THE URGENT NEED TO GET THIS OUT Disclaimer: First off, I want to say that this is going into GREAT detail. For me, each one of these details mean everything. Being that I have been going through this shit for three and a half years now. This …

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Getting Philosophical

I’m in the mood for deep thought here. So that’s where we’re gonna take this…. It’s just AMAZING what 1 person….JUST ONE..AGAIN … ITS TOTALLY FUCKING AMAZING WHAT ONE PERSON CAN DO FOR ANOTHER PERSON. I guess it all depends on the individual when they wake up the next morning on how they feel and how they’re gonna interact with others …

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Part 2: Ritual Abuse/Psychological Abuse & Being Gaslighted

I guess I need to publicly announce everything that’s going on considering i just found my skipthegames profile now hacked OVER THE last 2 mths ive taken some time away ive had to . i have FINALLY put everything together that has happened to me ove the last 3 years. . as i think back …

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The “Programming” In Mind Control Part 1

I believe we’re going to start this one with a little story so I think we’re gonna do story time right off the bat for the pre lude. Just so you don’t have to go back through the blogs I lived in Pennsylvania for five and a half years before I came here I had …

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The Dynamics of BDSM

NOW, we are getting to the nitty gritty, THE VERY CORE OF BDSM! How It works, what makes it tick, This is where the TPE or TOTAL POWER EXCANGE comes into play. What makes it TPE, and understanding the steps as well as knowing imporance it’s symbolism with each part of the process that is …

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Fetlife Journal Entry: Thank You For The Uplift Today

JOURNAL ENTRY thank you for the uplift today Cuz I was at a suicidal point this morning because I cannot get anyone to understand that when you are drowned in nothing but negativity you will feel nothing but negativity there’s nothing uplifting and positive on my end day in day out it’s all negative drowning …

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Fetlife Journal Entry: The Answer To Men’s Wonder & Curiousity

JOURNAL ENTRY here’s the answer to men’s wondering and curiosity I have heard this time and time again this question why women Begin to hate men More specifically why do providers begin to hate men. I’m going to let you know this answer and give you a different side. I’ve also heard the comment several …

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Fetlife Journal Entry: A Different Perspective On Dick Pics

JOURNAL ENTRY from fetlife here’s a different perspective on dick pics I understand a man’s side when it comes to their dicks it is something to be proud of Yes I agree. I get this wholeheartedly. But coming from my perspective and my side of things. I’d like to give you my thoughts on that …

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messages for all of you, need to hear this time

when you have anywhere from 20 to 50 up to 80 people you deal with everyday …day in day out 24/7 for 3 got damn years motherrfuckerrs telling you everyday you should die your a piece of shit, who ignore have no regards to your privacy or safety or security when you have motherfuckers telling …

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Speaking Out About Mental Health, Traumtic Brain Injury & CPTSD

prelude: i just got triggered on here badly, i just got a pm say..(now im shaking so bad i cant type, and my speech just began to stutter) ….saying sorry its been a tough go around for you….the two words, sorry and your strong they are bad bad triggers for me, im not strong im …

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