Prelude To The Introduction Nov 15, 2019
No Claims Do I Make
The very first thing I feel that it’s important for you to know is that I make no claims on anything. The only claim that I make is that within the pages of this book is that an accurate account of my life. That’s all. I claim no cults etc. Here’s the only times that I will make, I stay grounded but thank God the light if it wasn’t for the light and me being focused I would have fallen a long time ago and never been able to rise back up second clean that I will make is that im just a VERY unique person from baton rouge, that knew she was different…all of her life. I claimed that within the pages that you braid in this book is a VERY accurate account of my lifes experiences.
I’m not the only one out there with these kind of stories. I just so happen to be apparently the one chosen to do such a thing as I’m doing right now. To say the least, yes I do admit im a nervous wreck to stand in front of everybody in the whole wide world into their witness I’m glad my testimony. I’m a little bitty person. Though I may be small but when I speak I speak to be heard and I speaking volumes (wow that just hit me oh my gosh wow.WHOA! I never seen that word in that perspective that I see now considering im writing the book now oh wow this is November 15th 8:46 p.m. by the way)
see I don’t know where things going to go or how things are going to be or what’s going to happen from one moment to the next you bet you I don’t. I don’t have any clue
The future I don’t know to a point the past what I have gone through this I have gone through four reasons. See you must understand I get visions the visions that I see are just like flickers pieces of a puzzle and left with a couple of clues and then all you know and then as time goes on I start to pick up those clues within all that situations that happen and I begin to piece things in a puzzle it’s it’s I got my work cut out for me let’s put it that way LOL so you see I never really know exactly what’s going to happen. So what’s been seen in my writings thus for have been me trying to put things together knowing I’m supposed to be doing some kind of writing and put in together knowing I had to get it out therethe not knowing exactly how to do it and go about it.yet. dictating this I come to realize I was trying to do it prematurely before the time. his light now is just starting to all fall in place of how I’m supposed to put it kind of weird to me.
This journey is one with no destination in sight. I have chosen to share my journey and have you come along with me but please understand this journey I only walk along with my wolf who walks before me. I walk many miles along a dirt road.
Trying to figure out the rhyme or reason. You won’t, its just not possible. To live the life that I have lived no one will ever be able to understand the actual events that have taken place in my life you will never be able to to feel what I feel but I have experienced so therefore there will never be anyone or reason to my Life. I know what I speak on us very controversial but my life is not up for debate so very bluntly you have a choice everyone has a choice you can either the curious you stick around to see what happens like with me because I don’t know what’s going to happen or you can do just like what everybody that I have loved in my life has done and walked away.Just simply walk away. It’s what my parents have done it’s what my two boys have done it’s what everyone I have left in my life has done. ….just walk away from it.
You can’t ever understand someone else’s journey someone else’s purpose it’s only theirs to understand. Just like mine is and even I don’t even understand it completely even though it’s becoming a little bit more tune in tune little bit more focused I see the portrait starting to come together just like the other one did anyways.
So let’s bring you up to speed just a little bit during my life throughout my travels around the United States I always seem to have landed on Cursed Land, Dead Land, right now the word desolate comes to mine. It started when I left my home state and went to Mississippi I’ve been landed on Long Beach in Gulfport right after Katrina happened that Leon was cursed by two covens who were at war with each other.
New Castle Pennsylvania the same way I ended up there and that is nothing but a cyst full of demons it’s very cursed I’m not affect the history on that land is a Catholic priests curse that land but that’s also I miners land where when it just the money dried up the economy dried up everything. Nothing but demons just it’s it’s just that has a gravity pulls to it Newcastle does. and I’m very literally speaking, being that the surrounding areas when you come into New Castle you’re in a valley so I’m very literally speaking that you got into the depths I’m nothing but a cesspool of demons in New Castle Pa.
I have asked my Mentor when I miss in Pennsylvania why do I end up being on cursed land. The answer that I was given was you can walk upon curse land And not be of the cursed land.
So when I ended up in San Antonio and this nice surprise I guess the amount of sex that feels San Antonio the behaviors and attitudes and then experiences of what I’ve gone through since I’ve been in San Antonio have been ultimately like I have never gone through before. I’ve never come across people like I have here in San Antonio that was a different nature of the beast all around but it did not surprise me that one more time I knew I was on cursed land. And as it name sex is the weapon that used to draw in.
When I first started doing sex work again here in San Antonio I saw myself doing it for 2 years I saw myself helping others and using my gifts my empath gifts of healing and all to help all others with my gifts my healing gifts as an empath. I need the reasons for because I’m just reaching the very bottom the very underbelly of where nobody wanted to ever reach to help.
During the events that have taken place the last couple of years with salsa and the government and this war on sex workers it’s very come it’s it’s very true. You can see it as metaphorically but doesn’t matter however you want to see it the choices matter is of what has been done what I have done without even realizing it is I taking the steps downstairs into hell into the underbelly of what everybody in this world seems to consider nothing but wasteland I
come down here to reach and to touch have a lot of people that are good and this so-called wasteland but nobody wants to ever mess with and the twist on that is is from the very depths of that wasteland I am heard up above think about that one I have gathered the attention and not even meaning to of the whole world around me on Twitter my message is getting across and it’s being heard from the underbelly of the wasteland of what society deems as wasteland let me rephrase that and make sure you understand but I’m trying to portray and put out here. what society would semien it’s me being in the very depths very bottom in hell, and very literally living hell on Earth and when that time came I threw my hands and my arm out and I grabbed you a grabbed your attention and you heard me when I spoke from the very depths of the hell that you think and consider need to be in our sex workers to be in as a whole. While the world has stood in their suburban communities pointing their fingers at others placing blame and spewing hatred upon a community, that only wants equality what bra supposed to have and by doing so you have ignored your own problems and the shootings become more in your suburban communities. So I’m going to ask who is the better person. Better yet no one I don’t claim to be better I just claimed to have some humility. And kindness I’ve led by example.instead of the hatred and a fake world that we all now live in. ?
This community holds a lot of lot of good people just because it’s not understood or not seen as damn damn these people to hell just because you feel they’re not worthy of you all of me all these people around me or equal just like your equal this community health very special bond just like Louisiana having to take care of our own when it floods and has the hurricanes this community does the same as well. They have stuck by me like I was took by them don’t forget about these people just because you don’t like what they do or what I do it’s not for you to judge. That’s Godd job. That’s way too big of a job for me I don’t want it
So please keep this in mind as you begin to read the menu page of it pages that have been written already
As of right now the way the pages will be placed I will do the about me first my history that I’ve already written. Then the writings of teachings local next and then I’ll start placing the timeline over this year together that’s going take a lityle time to piece it all together and edit everybody’s names out and stuff and now that I have better clarity about hindsight being 20-20 I can only explain so there’s a better understanding of how it all plays out. Both the original writings and screenshots said that I could be understood and seen that it was written back then is how I’m going to present everything to you cuz I have it all. I am accounting for all the dates and times,and accuracy of the things I do speak of about my life.
After this one thing I want you to keep in mind this is happening everywhere it’s happening so much so that the TV now has a TV show about it evil. Set the pages within this book this will be your guide of how to go about things how to recognize things and see things for what they really are hold these pages and hold them tight to you you’re going to need them.
May the light surround you all
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