Okay folks here’s the dealio you better listen up listen up well cuz this is how it’s going to roll from now on. I just spent over $500 on this website out of my $1,200 to survive, that was my stimulus funds. now I’ve transferred both domains. I have also paid for data breach insurance and all my certifications for this site. that is a monthly bill or it was over $1,000 for a year. I enjoy this damn shit I really do. Since I don’t have a kid around anymore, I found that I do enjoy creation in my website. When i am not fucking pressured, given stress and put extra fucking demands on me, i actually do well with my creative side…..here’s where shit fucks up though. it ain’t me, I can tell you now it ain’t me.
The customers fuck up my enjoyment and fuck it up ROYALLY, make me depressed make me down make me sad and make me feel like I’m a dog, worse than a dog. THE PROBLEM IS THE FUCKING CUSTOMERS AND THE FUCKING ATTITUDES!! now I’m going to tell you I just spent over $500 on your safety security in the fucking privacy and I’m going to demand that goddamn same respect given back to me, you understand. it ain’t going to be please, it ain’t going to be shit!!! IM NOT BEGGING, IM NOT PLEADING, IM NOT ASKING, IM FUCKING TELLING YOU!!!
I have been working towards these goals ever since I put up a website over a year and a half ago. it’s been a slow process and ain’t not one of you worked with me all of you have been working against me all of you I every last got damn one of you has worked against me not giving me any support system,not giving me nothing but your fucking drama and bull shit!!!
while I have been working towards your safety security and privacy this whole fucking time. I’m going to tell you now I’m not taking no more shit, don’t hand me no more shit! because I’m going to give you shit if you want to shovel it to me I swear I’m done with this play game bullshit!!! I HAVE FOUGHT WITH YOU FUCKERS FOR THE LAST 3 1/2 FUCKING YEARS NOW, IM DONE FIGHTING, I HAVE EARNED MY PLACE AND MY RESPECT IN THIS MANY TIMES OVER AND WAY MORE THAN MY SHARE NOW!!!!!
earlier tonight I had a motherfucker sent in his screening form and ignore my booking fee and going to tell me are you serious?! …..motherfuckers let me tell you, YES IM FUCKING SERIOUS AND YES YOU WILL SEND IN THAT BOOKING FEE, I PAY ENOUGH FOR YOUR ASSES, IF AINT FREE, AINT NOT A GOT DAMN THANG MOTHERFUCKERS!!!
I have been paying for all your safety, security and privacy, and have just paid for more of your safety security and privacy encryption in everything I’ll be goddamned if I’m going to be played any fucking more like talking about.
Now we are going to be clear very clear on this I’m spending all this money on your safety security and privacy it takes money coming in. it takes you fucking not bullshitting me around and fucking dogging me no more because I’m going to tell you I have stood up here and I have fucking taking your shit to the goddamn last time when you’re going to have this mutual respect and understanding that I have taken this care and this money and time to invest in all of your shit to care for you enough The least you can fucking do is show God damn mutual respect
I am dumping the fucking whole website and I am starting fucking over. you will learn what my fucking triggers are I am putting them down on paper and you will understand that they are.
these triggers that you have made!!!! you will respect my triggers due to having COMPLEX PTSD. you will understand there’s things about me just like the rest of you we all have our issues I respect yours you respect mine simple all of you have made it fucking difficult That’s not my issue That’s yours
You will understand I’m not here to take your bullshit I’m not here to have your drama brought to me I’m not here for anything but to provide you with a little bit of time and companionship you will understand what that all means what it doesn’t mean is that I get to take your bullshit and I get to like it when it shoveled to me but that doesn’t mean is that I don’t have a choice because you best believe after all this fucking money I got all the goddamn choice in the world.
now either you’re going to fucking like it or you’re going to lump it I don’t give a fuck which way you take it just like you’ve told me for 3 years but I’ve stood here and I’ve taken your shit and i have shown myself every got damn time I’m here to stay I’m here to fucking give as much as I can give and I enjoy this if you don’t take the enjoyment away from me and
you assholes will understand your place as a customer because that’s what this is I am running a business you will understand that I have private time and I have a private fucking life and you’re going to respect it
FROM NOW ON, WHEN YOU GO TO APPROACH ME, YOU NEED TO APPROACH ME FUCKING CORRECTLY! AND SINCE NONE OF YOU UNDERSTAND THE MEANING OF THAT…IM GONNA TELL YOU.
YOU WILL APPROACH ME WITH RESPECT, YOU WILL BE ON YOUR FUCKING BEST BEHAVIOUR. YOU WILL BE A GENTLEMAN!!!!! YOU ARE TO BE LOW FUCKING MAINTENANCED, YOU WILL KNOW HOW TO FUCKING READ ON YOUR OWN, PAY A FUCKING TTENTION, AND FOLLOW DIRECTIONS ON YOUR OWN. YOU WILL STAY IN YOUR PLACE, YOUR LANE AS A CUSTOMER,
I AM MAKING IT FUCKING LOUD AND CLEAR RIGHT NOW I AM NOT HERE TO PROVIDE MY ENERGY, MY HEART, MY CARE, MY TIME OR ANY PART OF MYSELF TO MOTHERFUCKERS WHO ARE FUCKING ANIMALS, ATTENTION WHORES, GROWN KIDS OR ANY GOT DAMN THING ELSE BESIDES A CLASSY RESPECTABLE GENTLEMEN!!!! I AM NOT HERE FOR YOUR DRAMA TO BE BROUGHT TO ME, IF YOU WANNA BE A FUCKING BABY, KEEP FUCKING HEADING DOWN THE FUCKING STREET, IM NOT PUTTING UP WITH THE BULLSHIT ANY LONGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IF YOU DONT FUCKING LIKE IT, KEEP ON STEPPING DOWN THE FUCKING STREET!!!!!
I hope like a motherfucking hill this time we are understood very clearly after what I’ve just spent I hope like hell you understand I’m not going to take no more of your shit and you will send in your screening fees and shit because I’m that fucking trustworthy I’m not out to fuck you but don’t be out to fucking me either
GET YOUR FUCKING HEADS OUT OF YOUR FUCKING ASSES, AND DONT FUCKING BRING YOUR ATTITUDES TO ME
Ms Rogue of FUCKING SA
SOMETHING FOR YOU TO THINK ABOUT:
ACTING LIKE ANIMALS AND KIDS GETS YOU SPECIAL TREATMENT ALRIGHT….NOT ONE OF YOU HAS SHOWN ME YOU CAN BE RESPONBILE WITH MY PHONE NUMBER, THEREFORE I DONT CARE WHERE THE FUCK YOU FIND IT, NOT ONE OF YOU HAS MY PERMISSION TO USE IT,
BE FORWARENED: ANYONE THAT CROSSES MY BOUNDARY AND DOES NOT RESPECT AND DECIDES THEY WANT TO TEST ME BY USING MY PHONE NUMBER IN ANY WAY
YOU WILL GET A PHONE CALL AT 3 AM AND A FUCKING NASTY RUDE ASS MESSAGE, NOT ONLY THAT I WILL SCREEN SHOT THE PROOF AND PUT THOSE SCREENSHOTS UP ON THE CONTACT PAGE SHOWING EVERYONE WHAT I DID!!!!
I HAVENT PUT THE FIRST PERSON UP …YET…..DONT PUSH ME I WILL THAT ONE UP AND ANYONE ELSES THAT DOES NOT KNOW TO RESPECT MY SAFETY SECURITY AND PRIVACY THEREFORE MY BOUNDARIES
NOW I HAOPE WE ARE FULLY UNDERSTOOD ABOUT MUTUAL ESPECT