i just need to write

alot of things are starting to hit me and i just need to get it out, i was cleaning the bathroom up, and for some reason i looked at my perfume bottle and umm it just hit me, ya know it was 10 years ago i dealt with that shit in cali with wizard and how i ened up living with him and patty and how because of the lie he had been living when it came to me, with that story in mind now that it’s brought up in my forethought, and then i looked at my perfume bottle….and this hit

im sorry im just writing im having a hard time here, because this stuff its forever will be therre for me, a nightmare will never go away as much i want it to…and ummm the perfume i use, the first bottle i got was from that one person and i had put it on my altar and for that top to be split like it was,,,,,could it be that thru all struggles and his subconscieous or something attached itself to him and in his struggles that he kept …it would end up being directed at me, and this what i ended up with? these are things im just asking myself because you see

not only the psychological damage that i deal with daily all the time 24/7 but the scars on my face and the damage in my ear will never let me forget what ive gone through. so it will always be there for me, and wonder who why how…and it just ummm this is not so easy to swallow i guess is all, im having a hard time with being able to accept what damage ive gone through and umm what i will continue to live with for the rest of my life. ya just never know i guess and its even more so when you dont have the answers that is needed so that it would stop. im not saying that i think if it has anything to do with that relationship that he wouldve purposely done this stuff cause thats not i wouldnt want to think that in the first place i wouldnt think so, i think maybe its possible that if he severed that imbilbilcal cord like he did, that its possible that he’s struggles and energy in his struggles couldve done this without him realizing it or something had attached itself to him within his struggles, especially since i’ve already dealt with a man’s anger within himself in struggling with “another woman” being in the picture…it’s just kinda hard to swallow i guess and the scars its more than just quiet scars, they are in my face….on my face daily thats whats hard for me…. 2-18-2020 3:20 am

it had gotten toxic but damn THAT’S FUCKING TOXIC!!1 WOW

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    1. told dumbass THREE FUCKING TIMES “dont fucking put spam up on my shit, trashing up my shit, and you wont listen dumbass’ ip got blocked, i dont want trashing up my shit, its my shit ill trash it up if i fucking want to, not anyone else, be respectful when it comes to my shit man, ive worked hard on my shit alot a fucking hours nights and days you let me fuck up if i want to, you dont! fuck man yall need to recognize fucking shit and be respectful! fucking idiots i swwear, like you just fucking ignore what the fuck i say got damn that fucking pisses me off fuck man. like you can come up on MY SHIT AND JUST DO WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT FUCK THAT

      see this is what im gonna tell ya, I AM THE OWNER OF THIS MFIN WEBSITE, I HAVE THE CONTROL AND THE POWER TO DO WHAT THE FUCK I WANT TO DO WITH IT, AND NO ONE ELSE, AND YOU FUCK HEADS THAT THINK YOU JUST DO WHAT YOU WANT, BITCHES THATS LIKE ME COMING UP YOUR HOME AND TRASHING YOUR FUCKING HOME UP, NOT GIVING A FLYING FUCK IF YOU WANTED ME TO OR NOT

      DONT COME UP IN MY FUCKING HOME, THIS SITE IS MY HOME AND THINKING YOU CAN SPAM IT ALL UP FUCK THAT
      YALL DONT HAVE NO RESPECT FOR A FUCKING THING DAMN

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