Keeping The Faith In Unjust Hate & Judgement

Prelude: I look back on this and I cry. I stated this on my Facebook. I was in Natchez, Ms at the time after my supposed friend dropped me off on the highway not knowing anyone or where I was because I refused to rape my own mouth again. December 15, 2020 This is when I started Identifying with “Rogue Warrior” and left the name MsRogueSA aside.


Lord i pray as I’m on the street today keep me safe and strong in my will within you. Keep my heart pure my soul clean keep me walking within your light. This i pray Lord in your name Jesus Christ. I made sure to sleep last night to rest for 5he battle i knew i faced. Even in my sleep i fought, bracing myself i guess all i do is fight couple of rest days back to the battle again. I continue to battle cuz i refuse to give the darkness my soul… A CONSTANT BATTLE OF WILLS. I don’t understand humans.
They ask do you need help?
Well duh isn’t it obvious?
Do humans ask that … For what i wonder… It’s a question of stupidity in my eyes… It’s like cuz it’s so obvious… Why ask this question, i find for me… Its more humiliating and it waste my breath and my time. Time I’m always running against.
It also leads to my hopes being up.
False hope

I just don’t understand humans ANYMORE.
Humans are very mind boggling for me lol they don’t make sense in their logics that holds no logic

I thought it to be VERY OBVIOUS when i was screaming out for help the other night, but the word help I don’t think registered right lol duhhh.

Lord as i get dressed to face the demons out into the world, i place the helmet of knowledge soaked in your blood Jesus that you give the wisdom to the discern the demon from the angel.
I place the shield of endurance soaked in your blood Jesus Christ for the battle i face that’s upon me. I battle to fight the cold that you may warm my heart and soul. Keep it pure in your name.
As I’m tested with hate and fury inside.
I pray this in Jesus name.
The Rogue Warrior I’ve become

Its looks to me my roles in life have changed.
DRASTICALLY
LIKE I STATED I AM TO SPREAD THE KNOWLEDGE IVE LEARNED. WHEREVER THAT LEADS ME TO GO.
IT IS MY PURPOSE TO GIVE THE KNOWLEDGE
ITS YOUR FREEDOM OF WILL AND CHOICE
IF YOU LISTEN TO HEAR THE TRUTH OR NOT
IF I DIDNT DO MY PART IN MY PURPOSE FOR THE ONE IN HEAVEN THAT I WOULD HAVE TAKEN FREE WILL FROM YOU.
BUT YET I GAVE MY TESTIMONY TGE OTHER NIGHT
NOW THAT IVE LED THE HORSE TO THE TROUGH ITS YOUR CHOICE TO DRINK FROM THE GOLDEN WATERS OF LIFE IVE GIVEN
THIRST IN ME GOD SAYS SEEK IN ME GOD SAYS KNOWLEDGE IS THE EVERLASTING FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH
IN ME GOD SAYS YOU WILL LIVE IN THE HEAVENS WITH ME BY SEEKING TGE KNOWLEDGE GOD SAYS
I THIRSTED…. I SAUGHT OUT THE KNOWLEDGE… I SPREAD THE KNOWLEDGE IN GODS NAME
THIS IS ANOTHER PART OF MY TESTIMONY TODAY
AS I STAND WITH THE CHANGE OF ROLES
ITS NOT TO BE UNDERSTOOD TO SIT AND PONDER
ITS TO BELIEVE IN ME GOD SAYS … FAITH WITHIN ME THAT I CARRY YOU GOD SAYS
FAITH WILL BE THE ONLY TO ME GOD SAYS
BATTLES WILL COME THE GREATER THE FIGHT UPON YOU GOD SAYS
THE CLOSER TO ME YOU BECOME THE HARDER THEY FIGHT TO WN YOUR SOUL
GOD SAYS THIS MESSAGE THROUGH ME I SPEAK IT FOR HIM.
BY FAITH AND FAITH ALONE I WALK
THE ROGUE WARRIOR I HAVE BECOME

FEW WILL HEAR THIS MESSAGE SAID
HENCE TGE NAME OF THE NEW SITE TO COME
FEW WILL HEAR… AND FEW WILL BELIEVE
IN GODS NAME … GOD SAYS
IN MY NAME YOU WILL STAND ALONE
THIS YES IVE DONE AND CONTINUE TO DO

For whoever has the GRULING task of this second Bible to come.
The continuation from Revelations on… I’ve tried my best to help in this task.
For the one after me… I’m sorry i couldn’t separate all the knowledge given.
The knowledge it’s too much to sit in one sitting.
For its a huge book the knowledge itself
There is another that takes this task from me.
As these words spoken go down in history

I can only hope my parents to be proud.
I only hope and pray for their souls to find God WITHIN
The only way to God is through forgiveness in the daughter they turned their back on
Not UNDERSTOOD the daughter of God she stands in time.

I scream out for these messages my mother to finally hear.
I pray one day these messages will make to her way.
I forgave and kept my heart pure.
I reach out for her to hear.
I’m not of the devil she thought me to be.
I was only battling the devils outside.
Yet they have never grabbed my soul as she has thought.
I pray one day she hears the messages i send to you.
In God’s name i pray

I’ll be a good-looking homeless bitch lol but yet you can the spiritual warfare in my eyes.
My eyes are tired.
My eyes hurt from the pain in the world i see.
Many God says will claim to walk in me.
Few will know the truth with the veil of evil covering their eyes.
Take notice of the veil taken off.
The ones that truly walk in my name
Look into the eyes you will see the battles.
Look into the eyes to discern the truth.
Who walk in my name and calls OUT TO BE A CHILD OF GOD
IF THE EYES ARE RESTED YOUNG AND CALM BE WEARY OF THE DECEPTION OF THE EVIL ONE

I know I’m not the only one in this world paying in God’s name in the world’s dues of mockery and shame.
The world may chain me in their chains but yet I’m free.
Free in God’s name I will be chains forever broken.
The ones that do not hear take key to what I’ve been through.
With the burst of mother earths belly
The shackles of chains quickly will be felt.

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