I never think in terms of how things are gonna go, I don’t dicate shit. I’ve been a slave all my life. for me, it’s my sole purpose to live for my Master, that I do not have. I slaves only purpose in life is to please her Master. I guess that’s where i went wrong in all of this when it comes to work. i dont know, …..
for me i have to a have purpose, in bdsm, i had purpose, a reason to get every morning, my reason to do everything was strictly directly for the sole purpose of pleasing my Master,. Well I no longer have that, I also no longer have the purpose getting up every day for my kids …they are grown and gone. so for me so much has changed for me,
What do you do, when all your life, your only purpose to live was to be the best slut, the best whore, the best of everything….OF YOUR MASTERS, THERE IS NO FAILING WHEN IT COMES TO BEING A SLAVE, THERE IS NO HALF ASS THERE IS NO DISPLEASING MY MASTER. THERE IS NO DO IT GOOD ONCE, AND SLACK OFF THE REST OF THE TIME
when you can understand that i HAVE LIVED NOTHING BUT BDSM ITS INGRAINED IN ME ITS THE ONLY THING THAT I KNOW, ITS THE ONLY WAY TO HANDLE ME, ITS THRU “REAL” BDSM, THE ONLY WAY TO GET MY RESPECT AND EVERYTHING ITS THE ONLY WAY I KNOW IN MY LIFE
See yalll keep thinking that ima fake, or that i need to prove something to you or whatever the fuck ever i dont care, whatever it is yallls heads get to thinking which is kinda scary to me actually lmao…..
see between me not having a Master nor a child anymore i dont have a purpose in life to live,
so i replaced i put work in there to replace the fact of not having a Master that was my only for living,
so i replaced and put work in there to replace the fact of not having a child to raise, again….my only purpose to live…so you see, i never have found what MICHELLES PURPOSE IS, cause i got bored
when i can dictate how my sex life is gonna go, ill be the first one to admit, im gonna go cheat, i can not handle nothing boring nothing dictate, so im no actor, im no nothing i guess where i went wrong is replaceing my life as a slave in bdsm and putting work into that, and well…..
I CAN ONLY HAVE ONE MASTER
I CAN NOT BE A SLAVE TO MANY MASTERS, ITS GET CONFUSING WHEN YOU HAVE SO MANY PPL TELLING YOU WHAT TO DO
I CAN ONLY HAVE ONE MASTER,
ITS A NEED IN MY LIFE, AND ITS WHAT GIVES ME PURPOSE, AND MOST PPL HAVE TAKEN AWAY WORK AS MY PURPOSE TO LIVE SO THIS IS WAY I GET SO DISCOURAGED AND SO UPSET AND SO HEEART FELT ABOUT WHAT I DO CAUSE YOU FUCK UP MY PURPOSE ASND I HAVE TO HAVE PURPOSE AND THEN YOU QUESTION IF IM ACTING OR SOMESHIT,
as a slave YOU STRIVE TO BE NOTHING BUT THE FUCKING BEST FOR YOUR MASTER AND THERE IS NO NOTHING LESS
CAN YOU UNDERSTAND NOW
THESE IS NOTHING LESS THAN THE FUCKING BEST NEVER
MY TRAINING …..ITS REFLECTED EVEREDAY….SEE A SLAVE, IF A SLAVE IS FOUND TO BE DISOBEDIANT OR WHATEVER ITS THE DIRECT REFLECTION ONTO THE MASTERS ABITILTY TO TRAIN A SLAVE. THATS NOT A GOOD THING IS IM NOT N GOOD FORMATION OR WHATEVER…
so EVERYDAY…MY LIFE IS DIRECTLY REFLECTED ON STRICT AND INTENSE MY TRAINING WAY SIMPLE
When you understand that when a slave gives you the GIFT OF SUBMISSION, the DEPTH OF THAT SUBMISSION GOES AS FAR AS HOW YOU TREAT THAT GIFT!!!1
IF YOU DONT GIVE THAT GIFT A SECOND THOUGHT LIKE
for example, giving enough respect to consider that slave in any and everything when her whole life is centerd around living for the purpose of her Master, that’s all her life is centered around.
if a Master can not take into consideration than the gift of submission is not as has any value to that gift
so the master is the one that makes taht gift to have value when its treated like there’s value in that gift. ok
when i dont feel like i have no value or purpose, when things have to dicatated and have to go a certain way, things should go with the flow
the flow of the dynamic ok it shouldnt be deteremined by script or someones fantasy or whathave you it’s not like that f0r me
when you have to force soemthing as in dictating how something is gonna go, forcing it, is not a dynamic, its nothing, its not considered anything, it should go with the flow, its your whole life, the depths of that gift is as far as you THE MASTER, THE DOMINANT TAKES IT, TREAT IT WRONG, IT DOESNT HAVE VALUE ANY LONGER, THE DEVOTION, THE LOYALITY, THE TRUST , THE GIFT, THAT SUBMISSION, TAKE IT FAR, AND THE DEPTHS OF THAT SUBMISSION, IS UNDENIABLY THE MOST LOYAL THE MOST DEVAOTED YOU’LL EVER FIND IN YOUR LIFE!!!!!
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