Part 2: Ritual Abuse/Psychological Abuse & Being Gaslighted

I guess I need to publicly announce everything that’s going on considering i just found my skipthegames profile now hacked


OVER THE last 2 mths ive taken some time away ive had to . i have FINALLY put everything together that has happened to me ove the last 3 years. . as i think back over everything i honestly keep getting that ice cold chill down my spine. from the first day i met him, from backpage he had told me that i was going to be his sub. and that’s where it starts ok. knows how to FUCK my god, and that reels you right in. fuck handsome black man, that reels you in ok….

its fucking so unbelieveable what i have uncovered during the course of EVERYTHING. this SPANS OVER 43 STATES, INCLUDING NY NJ PA LA MD GA TX MS VA CA OR WA OK

ITS FUCKING MASSIVE

the fact that there’s different identities, anagrams used number correlations, different spellings in the names used

through all the chaos in all of that i found I figured MO perfectly

the MO IS BIBLICAL!!!!!!
IVE MADE SOME VERY GRAVE MISTAKES IN THE LAST 3 YEARS NOT REALIZING WHAT I WAS DOING!! HE KNOWS LITERALLY ABOUT ME! HE IS VERY EVIL VERY GOOD VERY SLICK AND WILL GET YOU TO THE POINT OF CLOSE TO KILLING YOUR OWN FUCKING SELF AND NOT FUCKING LEAVE A MARK. I PROMISE

HE HAS USED ALL OF MY INFORMATION AND STOLEN MY IDENTITY AND I FOUND 7 BREACHES UNDER MY NAME THIS MORNING
HE HAS EVEN USED MY SONS NAMES IN THE DIFFERENT IDENTITIES

what has happened he has taken me on twitter and did everything there to discredit me over the course of time the gaslighting which i didnt know what the fuck that was extensive he has completely broke me down in the forms of ACTUAL RITUAL ABUSE.
LOOKING OVER MY WRITINGS IN MY BLOGS YOU CAN START TO SEE THE PATTERNS

DEVALUING ME
DISCREDITED ME
LEAVING ME HUNGRY AND HOMELESS
ISOLATION
SAID TO BE CRAZY
FEAR
TRIGGERS

Let me explain the dangers involved, first of all, he is very sadistic, like I said he is slick with things, the main reason why he hides under so many identities is I found 48 different charges ranging from murder to terroistic threats to assault on law enforcements and the list continues to go on.

He is very nice trusting professional, says he works for the government. But wont say where, or what dept or anything. Its so unsuspecting what happened, I found A LOT OF SANTANIC Groups on kik, I also found groups to where you can have fake ids made  

Last jan someone had mentioned that there  were ‘groups” that did the kinds of things that was happening to me….it’s been over the course of EVERYTHING that I have gone through to put all these pieces of these different little puzzles together, things that ppl have to me or mentioned or whatever things that have stuck in my head. have noticed different things that would come up in different searches, they would all point towards things that didn’t make sense ….

What brought me to REALLY question him was after a year of him being on my telegram all of a sudden  I noticed he had an “a” in his  name and on kik I went and looked he spelled it with an “e” that threw me off…it’s  supposed to ….i had asked him about it of course, he told me an “e” then I went and looked on telegram and it was deleted. Now im supposed to be  in some kind of relationship with him. Right …supposed to be personal…hmm…what happens is without realizing what is REALLY going on is you’ll all of sudden start getting bombed with its by email or by phone, and it happens like a couple of times during a  day, its like all of sudden it’ll start for an hour or so, and then just like it started it stops dead in its tracks, you’ve ran yourself crazy, you’ve ran outside out, made all these so called appts that end up never coming through.

Now when I started finding these other articles in reading them I noticed on the whole idea of everything was to physically exhaust you as well as mentally and emotionally work on you and exhaust you. This creates you in this brings you to being tired exhausted you can’t do anything you can’t get up you can’t function this starts to play on your mentality also this is to start on the process of discrediting you as well as devaluing you as a person to humanizing to the point of desensitizing you and this is what has happened to me The importance of knowing that there are so many people doing this that they’re in a group together doing this is very important because this is to create the diversion it is also to create and instill fear in you this is the beginning also with like last year on Twitter going hungry were always worrying about a roof over my head being up 7 days and 7 nights running around all these people wanting want and then never pan out this brings a desperation this brings to the point of just wanting to kill yourself like what happened to me last year this brings when you were never heard when your screams for help or never heard that will kill anybody that is psychology that is breaking you down emotionally and mentally this is it also in stills triggers at this point you know when the bombing of the phone or the email like this morning for example the dude done blocked me forgot about me but he is on to his next victim I promise you this morning I wake up to this some other motherfucker bombing my fet life my email and then my kik on top of that I don’t know who he is I’ve talked to him a couple of times on fet but the whole thing about it is is that all going on these social platforms and they are deprogramming you breaking you down to program the triggering and listen just takes time and this is what’s happened to me I am he started there was things that started happening in the house all of a sudden now I have completely taken myself out of it every situation Twitter I have stopped answering everybody it’s just him and I that I’m talking to just him All of a sudden I get a mark on my closet door it looks like a music note the clef then all of a sudden as soon as a couple weeks ago and I and I had this screenshotted a couple of weeks ago we kind of got into it and he said well I’m going to go go have a drink and relax next thing I know on my real phone number that he’s the only one that has my real number I get a threatening message on my roll number from one of those phone numbers do not expecting none of this okay it’s obvious it was obvious it wasn’t too 30 seconds after he said I was going to go have a drink that I could have threatened for a text then I find my Yahoo has been breached I’m getting people making Amazon accounts under my name then on my when him and I did have an agreement and he recently he made a Groupon account using my email on proton Mill and then turning around and calling using the name Mary Magdalene.

tHIS IS JUST A FEW OF THESE GROUPS ON KIK, THE FACT OF THE MATTER IS THE AMOUNT OF BOTH MEN AND WOMEN IN THESE GROUPS IS INCREDIBLE I DONT TRUST NO ONE AND YOU CANT TELL NOW BECAUSE OF ALL THE FAKE IDS


SEE THESE BLACK SMUDGES YES NOW THAT BLACK SUT….IS NOW ALL OVERR MY WALLS MY STOVE AND MY TOLIET AND THIS WAS A FEW MONTHS AGO HOLD ON LET ME GET THE PICS FROM TODAY AND YESTERDAY


From this article “Tales from the time loop” explains how things can happen without them being seen taking directly from this article im putting it all in italics

that have been there for aeons manipulating the surface population. But I began to realize that the conspiracy was not only a phenomenon of the ‘five-sense’ level of laity. It was also inter-dimensional. As I have already outlined, there are many levels of vibrational reality sharing e same space, just as radio and television frequencies do.

Broadcast frequencies only interfere or become aware of each other when they are really close on the dial d the same principle applies to the realities and dimensions of existence that are airing the same space that we are now occupying. When people say that infinity is within you or, symbolically, the Kingdom of Heaven is within you, they are correct. All infinity is within us because all of infinity shares all space.

The point is, however, that we cannot see all of infinity with our five-senses, as you cannot hear all the radio stations available by tuning to one of them.

My research led me to the understanding that while ‘five-sense’ non-human entities exist on this planet, the real focus of the global manipulation was with reptilian and other non-human entities operating from frequencies a fraction outside the frequency range accessible by human sight. From there they ‘possessed’ the ‘human’ bodies of the Illuminati bloodlines and used them as a vehicle to dictate events in our reality behind the veil of an apparently human form. Our five-senses can perceive only the denser vibrational fields that reflect light.

As the vibration increases, it eventually reaches a point where we can no longer see it because it has gone beyond the frequency range of the five-senses. At this stage, to our five-sense reality, it ‘disappears’. It has done no such thing; it has merely left e frequency range of our five-senses. It hasn’t ‘disappeared’ any more than Radio ‘disappears’ when you retune to Radio 2.

The five-sense range is so limited that e cannot perceive most of what exists in this universe alone. According to the test research, some 99.5% of the mass in the universe is lost to the five-senses. We only see matter that reflects light, what science calls ‘luminous matter’. This is why, when you are in complete darkness, you can’t see anything. Only when you traduce light to reflect from the objects around you can they be seen. Some 99.5% of mass in this universe is called ‘dark matter’ because it does not reflect light and we can’t see it.


The reason why I never could figure out what was going on with all the confusion is because they’re so there’s other people involved in this and that is to keep you confused to keep you tired to keep you wore out to keep you mentally exhausted so you don’t think so you just it just breaks you down.

Another thing I noticed two years ago when I was searching under my name a MsRogue I would notice these little review boards under the cache and it would divert you to the singles website or whatever saying you know these people are in your name or near you or whatever like adultfriendfinder ads and shit but you going to the cash and you start noticing all these little review things and then for 2 years now I’ve been wondering what the fuck is this how is this happening well one a few times I started seeing and words that I couldn’t understand so I started looking this shit up well one of them was “g n a t u” it’s a soul stealer I found that on through searching it and then also like these third party sites these different things that I started seeing from like escort state the retired party look like scraper sites with these stories or whatever that just didn’t make sense with different spacings in the in words and stuff come to find out this is reporting everything and all of this is creating a an illusion to make the person go delusional okay papers and articles and stuff under my name and I it was biology and different things that could not make sense of until recently on one of the kit groups there is a group called Legos experimentation I went and looked at up just a few minutes ago one of the things that pulled up and so it was motivational research.

ok so in this article i found dated march 1991

REPORT OF THE RITUAL ABUSE TASK FORCE LOS ANGELES COUNTY COMMISSION FOR WOMEN

just to give you an idea look at whats on the side bar

Taking DIRECTLY FRM THIS ARTICLE

INTRODUCTION
  Ritual abuse is a serious and growing problem in our community and in our nation. Ritual abuse is not a new problem, but society is only just beginning to recognize the gravity and scope of this problem. We are all in need of education on this issue. Parents need to be educated about the hallmarks of this abuse occurring in preschools and day care centers. Many professionals are seeing victims of ritual abuse and not yet recognizing the patterns of this abuse. The concept of ritual abuse, that groups of adults would terrorize and torture children in order to control them, is frightening and controversial, raising for all of us problems of denial and fear of the consequences of such information.Despite detailed evidence of ritual abuse coming from child victims and their families, from adult victims, and from the professionals working with them, and despite the remarkable consistency of these reports both nationally and internationally, society at large resists believing that ritual abuse really occurs. There remains the mistaken belief that satanic and other cult activity is isolated and rare.The Commission for Women recognized the need for education and the dissemination of information about this issue. In February of 1988, the Task Force on Ritual Abuse was formed. The Task Force is made up of professionals from the fields of medicine, mental health, education, law enforcement, prosecution, and religion, serving together with adult survivors and parents of child victims. All are volunteers and give their time and energy to this work unstintingly.This report is the result of months of work and I wish to express my deep appreciation to the members of the Task Force who participated in its writing

.My special thanks to Catherine Gould Ph.D. and Lyn Laboriel M.D. for their outstanding contribution to this project and to the work of this Task Force. My thanks also to David Sielaff for his contribution to the design and typesetting of this report.I also wish to thank the Board of Supervisors of Los Angeles County for their support of our work.  MYRA B. RIDDELL, LCSWVice President, Commission for WomenChair, Task Force on Ritual Abuse  

blog im working on with all the ways that ihas been used to program triggers in me

Again Taken From This One Article

DEFINITIONS CONCISE DEFINITION
 Ritual abuse is a brutal form of abuse of children, adolescents, and adults, consisting of physical, sexual, and psychological abuse, and involving the use of rituals. Ritual does not necessarily mean satanic. However, most survivors state that they were ritually abused as part of satanic worship for the purpose of indoctrinating them into satanic beliefs and practices. Ritual abuse rarely consists of a single episode. It usually involves repeated abuse over an extended period of time.The physical abuse is severe, sometimes including torture and killing. The sexual abuse is usually painful, sadistic, and humiliating, intended as a means of gaining dominance over the victim. The psychological abuse is devastating and involves the use of ritual/indoctrination, which includes mind control techniques and mind altering drugs, and ritual/intimidation which conveys to the victim a profound terror of the cult members and of the evil spirits they believe cult members can command. Both during and after the abuse, most victims are in a state of terror, mind control, and dissociation in which disclosure is exceedingly difficult. 

DESCRIPTIVE DEFINITION 

Ritual abuse is a brutal form of abuse of children, adolescents, and adults, consisting of physical, sexual, and psychological abuse, and involving the use of rituals. Ritual does not necessarily mean satanic. However, most survivors state that they were ritually abused as part of satanic worship for the purpose of indoctrinating them into satanic beliefs and practices. Ritual abuse rarely consists of a single episode. It usually involves repeated abuse over an extended period of time.
Ritual abuse is usually carried out by members of a cult. The purpose of the ritual elements of the abuse seems threefold:
(1) rituals in some groups are part of a shared belief or worship system into which the victim is being indoctrinated
(2) rituals are used to intimidate victims into silence;
(3) ritual elements (e.g., devil worship, animal or human sacrifice) seem so unbelievable to those unfamiliar with these crimes that these elements detract from the credibility of the victims and make prosecution of the crimes very difficult.

Many victims are children under the age of six who suffer the most severe and longstanding emotional damage from the abuse. These young victims are particularly susceptible to being terrorized and indoctrinated into the abusers’ belief system. During and even long after the abuse victims live in a state of terror and dissociation and suffer from the impact of mind control techniques. All this makes the initial disclosures of abuse exceedingly difficult, and can make each subsequent disclosure a terrifying and painful experience.

Ritual abuse is known to occur as an integral part of the life of some families in which one or both parents participate in conjunction with the extended family or other group. These groups are typically satanic in their symbols and beliefs. Children in these settings are severely abused on an ongoing basis with little time during which they are safe from abuse. The results are devastating.

Ritual abuse has also occurred, without parents knowing, at preschools, day-care centers, churches, summer camps, and at the hands of baby-sitters and neighbors. The ritual abuse in such an institutional setting is not incidental to its operation, but is in fact intrinsic to it, the very reason for the institution’s existence. Children are subjected to sexual abuse, ritual/intimidation to terrorize them into silence, and ritual/indoctrination to convert them to the belief or worship system of the group
.Ritual abuse of adolescents, and participation by adolescents in perpetrating ritual abuse, can take place in family or school settings, or in youth gangs which orient themselves toward a self-styled satanism or other ritualism, and violence.

Many adults who are victims and/or perpetrators of ritual abuse came under the influence of such beliefs and practices in their childhood or adolescence and may function with severe dissociative disorders, including multiple personality disorder. Such adults are often working members of society whose identity as members of satanic or other cults is not known outside the cult. Some perpetrate abuse, infiltrate, and/or recruit for the cult in the context of their jobs. Some adults join the cult later in life, enticed by sexual promiscuity and perversion, the availability of illicit drugs, the promise of money, and the satanic spirituality oriented toward power and moral license.  

KINDS OF ABUSE PSYCHOLOGICAL ABUSE 
The psychological abuse which is inflicted as part of ritual abuse causes severe mental and emotional suffering to the victims*. Victims are subjected to profound terror as well as to mind control techniques so severe that most victims dissociate* their memories of the experience and lose their sense of free will.

 SOME REPORTED EXAMPLES
1.    Threats of punishment, torture, mutilation, or death of the victim, the victim’s family or pets. Threats are heightened by carrying out killings of animals or human beings in the presence of the victim, sometimes with the victim’s forced participation. Told that it would be futile to disclose because “no-one will believe you.

2.    Threats against the victim’s property including threats that his/her house will be broken into or burned down if s/he discloses the abuse.


3.    Told that family or other loving and protective figures are secretly cult members who intend to harm the victim. Or made to believe that parents not only know, but have chosen that their child be ritually abused. Told that s/he is no longer loved by family or by God

.4.    Told that his/her family is not the “real” family, that the abusers are in fact the child’s “real” family. Victim is told s/he will be kidnapped and forced to live with the abusers, apart from his/her family. Or told that parents no longer want the child and approve of the cult becoming the child’s “new family.” (this part was already in motion and played on)

5.    Tied up or confined to a cage, closet, basement, isolation house, or other confined space. Told s/he being left there to die. Some are placed in coffins and told to “practice being dead.” For some this includes mock burials in which the victim is buried and told s/he is being left to die. Sometimes a cult member seems to rescue the child from these terrifying situations and thus the distraught child reaches out gratefully and bonds to the cult member. (I”ve been confined for 3years and he mentioned burying me a couple of weeks ago and hthe last 2 times we fucked he liked that limped body with the eyes glazed over no movement sumbmission it got him off big time)

6.    Tied up or confined in space with insects or animals that s/he is told will harm him/her, or tricked into believing that frightening insects or animals are present. Confined with or hung upside-down in a hole with a dead body or the mutilated body parts of an animal or a human being.

7.    Humiliated or degraded through verbal abuse. Forced nudity in front of the group. Body of the victim smeared or covered with urine or feces. Forced ingestion of urine, feces, or semen

.8.    Photographed in sexually provocative poses. Photographed while being physically or sexually assaulted, or while physically or sexually assaulting someone else. Forced participation in the production of pornography* used in the intimidation and humiliation of the victim as well as to financially profit the abusers.

9.    Made to feel constantly watched and monitored by abusers or their spiritual counterparts (e.g., evil spirits*). Made to believe that disclosure, or failure to perpetrate evil when expected by the group to do so, will result in punishment or even death.

10.    Physically and sexually abused by perpetrators disguised as heroes or authority figures like Superman, Santa Claus, Rambo, clergy, judges, police. Undermines child’s trust in authority and heroes. Inhibits disclosure. (says he works for the government and he quickly has been able to take all traces of him off the internet )

11.    Subjected to mind control and mind altering drugs which alter the victim’s perception, interfere with the victim’s resistance to the assault, and cloud the victim’s recall of the details of the abuse. Sophisticated uses of hypnosis, indoctrination, programming, and the use of triggering.

12.    Subjected to rituals like magical surgery*, birthing rituals*, and marriage rituals* which emphasize the victim’s belonging to, and subjugation to, the cult. Victims also are forced to participate in ritual sacrifices* and human sacrifices*. They are forced into the belief and worship system of the group. Often, though not always, the belief and worship of the group is satanic

.13.    Sworn into secrecy regarding cult activities, including the abusive activities, under penalty of death. Subjected to mind control regarding how to harm him/herself or even to commit suicide rather than remember or disclose cult activities. Vulnerable to extreme self-destructive impulses if s/he even considers leaving the cult.(full disclosure im left totally vulnerable and has played on all of that and uesed my name and my childrens names to gaslight me )

14.    Compelled to commit heinous acts, including the killing and mutilation of animals or human beings, sometimes including the victim’s own children. Compelled to ingest blood or body parts of animals or human beings in cannibalistic rituals. Subsequently subjected by the group to profound condemnation and guilt for perpetrating and surviving these crimes. Victims tricked into believing their participation was voluntary. Threatened with exposure as a perpetrator*

.15.    Compelled to act on behalf of the group while outside the group by engaging in prostitution, drug dealing, and other illegal activities. Compelled to extend the group’s sphere of influence and control in social institutions (e.g., by participating and working in schools, churches, law enforcement, courts, health and mental health professions, etc.). 
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