After what I have been through this past weekend, I’m over it. I want to see ALL of this on “paper”
but it goes way deeper than all of this then you would think
I have been publicly shamed in front of the whole wide world on Twitter on Tumblr on Reddit on FetLife I don’t look escort galleries eccie erotic monkey my Facebook kik telegram curious cat has all been played a part in all of this my phone numbers have been used to bomb me threaten me stalk me my emails have been used
to be continually publicly shamed disgrace humiliated made fun of bullied cyberstalked real life stalked left for hungry had everything taken from me four different times in one way or another my identity being stolen my identity being wiped out my name being changed to Mary my credit what credit I didn’t have in the first place ruined
for someone that has been raised in the city of baton rouge and to compare baton rouge to a huge city like here will a big city like here in San Antonio
to be discredited so bad in the whole city of San Antonio
to the point of if something really happened no one would even bother to worry about me
to the point of if I was kidnapped or taken or dead nobody would check on me
to have already gone through dealing with having to get away from a place when I first moved here because of the possibilities of being taken from the cartel and to possibly the way everything is looking having that actually happened at this point I’m broke I’m pending list I had no money to go to as far as everybody thinks they know I have nobody here I have nobody here to believe me
and through all my research and everything I found a PDF that I downloaded
talking about David koresh in Waco and what happened and what they did
I’ve been a made a direct target I’ve been targeted from day fucking one since I’ve been here.
I cry all the fucking time I cry myself to sleep all the time I cry I mean I’ve been so destroyed and so hurt I cry even now
a for people to be doing this to me when I’ve done nobody no wrong
and that one black mother fucker that I’ve been calling master him lately that motherfucker can’t see why after everything I’ve gone through all these years and the last things he’s going to say to me about my diarrhea dismissing the whole amount of stress is it has something to do with coping
Even Even though still it goes way deeper than that a stand in this amount of stress it fucks with my back which is intentional pain
which which goes back to ritual abuse is psychological abuse
when I Google myself up and I find things in was supposed to be in my my ads that when I figured it out is actually spells to make me go crazy and it says the word Lucifer in it I’ve been made a fucking direct Target.
and whether I accused him and I am wrong or I accused anybody else and I may be wrong but this is one thing I’m not wrong on there’s been way more than one or two people that’s been involved in this and I don’t know who the fuck it is and they hide under disguises of everybody else playing into it and that has not listened to me and I am being made a direct target and my name and all is being in the process of being wiped out and I know it and I’m aware of it and that one of you will fucking listen to me
so that makes me wonder because if you’ve done plainly see cuz it’s clearly obvious I’ve been made a target and if you cannot see it you choose not to see it and that means you’re part of it
especially when I know that people have come to me and told me hey you know they see it if you say you don’t see it then you’re part of it because it’s clearly obvious
i mean for THE LAST 3 YEARS EVERYDAY ITS FUCKING SOMETHING SOME KIND OF BULLSHIT SHOVELED TO ME
June 30 2020 1:05 am
A CLEAN RESET HOW IN THE FUCK IS IT THAT I HAVE THAT MANY WHEN ALL I SHOW IS MINE????
June 21-29th, 2020
- Monday june 29,
- i keep getting codes i dont understand, and i keep finding all kinds of weird stuff i don’t understand and i spend all my time upset stressing and l ooking up all these things and i can’t understand half of it and that scares in itself but i cant get any help from no one and i dont understand none of it. so i spend all of my time freaking myself out when someone could could just help me instead i stay all day long crying diraherra and my stocmach in knots and dry heaving.
- ABSOLUTELY NOT ONE PERSON WILL EVER GIVE ME A BREAK, GIVE ME PEACE OF MIND, AND I AM ALWAYS JUST PLAIN OUT GETTING THE RUN AROUND AND NO FUCKING SUPPORT FROM NO WHERE, AND EVERYTHING IS NOTHING BUT JUST HARD, LIKE SOMETHING THAT SHOULD TAKE 2 SECONDS, I END UP HAVING TO DO ALL KINDS OF SHIT AND THATS ALL DAY LONG
- this code Ref A 30E9325938224DD2BB93BB3AD9F938D9
- brings this up http://support.ntp.org/bin/view/Servers/PublicTimeServer000393
- ummm I’ve seen the name Timelord having access to my sharepoint one drive before, i thought it was like a mistake or one of my members and i didnt know how they had access LIKE THAT
- Ref B SN1EDGE1006
- i cant get into my outlook at all, and i still only have HALF OF ALL MY PROGRAMS,
- WOKE UP TO HAVING TO SCAN AND REPAIR MY C DRIVE LIKE A LOT AFTER IT WAS FINE WHEN I RESET IT
- AND NOW MY F DRIVE IS FUCKED UP
- NOTHING BUT ONE PROBLEM GOING INTO THE NEXT PROBLEM INTO THE NEXT PROBLEM AND TO THE NEXT PROBLEM THIS NEVER FUCKING STOPS AND IM SOOO FUUCKING TIRED.
IM NEVER ALLOWED TO HAVE PEACE OF FUCKING MIND NO WHERE BUT IM ALWAYS LEFT FUCKING ALONE TO FEND FOR MYSELF WITH NO HELP AND EXPECT ME TO WHAT???
- Weekend of 26tth- 28th
- Sunday 28th
- Trying to figure out about being “hacked” all weekned
- all of sudden can’t get into my microsoft account
- late sunday night i FINALLY was able to get into my account
- had put in a support ticket thru microsoft
- answered the call from microsoft support, went ahead and canceled my account cuz it WAS THAT FUCKED OFF
- FOUND OUT THAT MY LOG IN WAS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND IN AZURE OR ANYWHERE
- put in ANOTHER support ticket thru microsoft
- got another call, was really freaked out so wanted proof of who i was talking to, HE GAVE ME MY OWN ZIP CODE TO VERIFY WITH….
- And ole dude STILL WONT LET ME SEE HIS ID STILL GIVING ME THE RUN AROUND FUCKING WITH MY HEAD, WANNA “SUGGEST” THAT MY DIREHERRA IS FROM CORONA …NOT ITS STRESS
- Im finding things in my computer that would suggest a hacker was trying to cover his tracks…and YES I DO THINK IT’S “OLE DUDE”
- rent FINALLY GOT PAID FROM THURS!!! 3 WEEKS IN A ROW LATE
- oh yea IM SITTING HERE RE MARKING THINGS THAT I HAVE ALREADY MARKED BUT CANT GET TO ….NO FUCKING WONDER I HAVE 20 DIFFERENT COPIES OF EACH FUCKING EACH PIC AND VIDEO RIGHT ….JUST CONSTANTLY SPINNING MY WHEELS OVER FUCKING NOTHING
- Sunday 28th
- SAT 27TH
- simply put, i freaked out all weekend long, about my phone and computer, i dont know whats going on but SOMETHING IS REALLY GOING ON, YES IT LOOKS LIKE IVE BEEN STALKED FROM MY PHONE AND COMPUTER
- dude for $10 gonna worry me WHILE IM IN THE MIDDLE FREAKING OUT OVER RENT AND ALL OF THIS ABOUT SINGLING OUT VIDS AND PICS WHEN I CANT EVEN GET MY SHIT TO GIVE HIM ANYTHING THEN WANNA HIT ME UP ON SUNDAY AT 7 AM, IVE BEEN UP 3 DAYS STRESSING AND ONLY GOT A HR SLEEP, TALKING SHIT ABOUT HIS $10 …THAT WAS A DANGLING A CARROT
- Week of 22nd thru 26th
- SINCE MONDAY i have reformatted my phone AND Computer BOTH TWICE, NEITHER have many programs on there, im totally not running at full compacity or even close to it
- Monday i had blocked “ole dude” by THURS HE WAS BANGING AT MY DOOR….ALL HE DID WAS DEFLECT BACK ON ME, NEVER WOULD JUST SHOW ME HIS ID, GONNA PULL IT OUT LIKE HE IS GONNA SHOW ME THEN WALK OUT THE DOOR, I WENT AFTER HIM, HE ONLY CAME BACK IN CAUSE HE DID NOT WANT ME TO SEE HIS VEHICLE
- WHEN WE CAME BACK IN ..******..HE BOXED ME IN AGAINST MY FRIDGE, GRABBED MY ARM REALLY HARD AND WOULDNT LET GO, THEN GRABBED MY NECK….ALLL THESE GAMES HAS PLAYED AND HE REFUSED TO SHOW HIS ID AND STILL PLAYS GAMES ….AND WANNA BACK ME UP AGAINST MY OWN FRIDGE PUT HIS HANDS ON ME…AROUND MY NECK….IN MY MFIN HOUSE*****
- I SPend all week looking into my phone because LAST SUNDAY ON THE 21ST SOMEONE IS TRYING TO LOG INTO MY MICROSOFT ACCOUNT ON THE BOTTOM IT SAID GITHUB!!! SO IM FREAKING OUT CHANGING PW’s and shit all week
- all WEEK LONG IM GETTING BOMBED WITH MY SCREENING FORMS, ALL WITH DIFFERENT VARAITIONS OF THE NAMES HE GAVE ME THAT HE SAID HIS NAME. ALL FAKE EMAILS AND NUMBERS AND ALL APPTS ARE OFF ON TIMES LIKE 10:22, 4:47 ETC
- FRI THE SCREENING FORMS CHANGE UP THOUGH BECAUSE ON thurs i told him they all his name or like his name on them.
- im getting EMAILED BOMBED ALL WEEK LONG ALSO
- ALL SCREENING FORMS ARE SAYING THEY ARE COMING FROM ADULT LOOK, TRYST AND ESCORT GALLARIES
- after i reformatted the computer windows is blocking someone wanting to go into OURHOME2
- I FIND INVAILD CERTIFICATES EVERYWHERE SO NOWWW IM TRYING TO LEARN HOW TO REVOKE THESE OR WHATEVER
- I ALSO GET ON ADULT LOOK TOLD BY A PROVDER THAT SHE WAS GOING TO BE THE BAD GUY AND SPEAK FOR ALL PROVIDERS ALL THEIR THOUGHTS AND TOLD ME TO GET OFF THE DRUGS…UMMM THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT BITCHES! …...OF COURSE THIS AFTER I GET LED …ONE MORE TIME TO THE BELIEF THAT IT COULD BE MY SON THAT’S HERE CUZ I DONT KNOW WHEN BOOT CAMP IS OR WHEN HE IS COMING…..SO YEA THERE WE GO…SO THATS WHEN I WROTE “THE PERFECT MURDER” CUZ IT DOES SOUND KINDA RIGHT ..SINCE EVERYEONE SEEMS TO BE PLAYING WITH MY HEAD…AND MAKING A JOKE OUT OF ALL OF THIS
BUT WAIT LOOK AT PART 4!!!