Here is how I’m gonna start this, a reminder ok by giving a reminder ….
What if YOU were given a Treause Map, so to speak, that treasure map consisting of visions, dreams (including lucid dreams), in words not of your own, but in your head (not in a crazy nature…umm i cant remember the technical word for this) and in many other forms and ways that’s not of this earthly nature, and definitely not deemed socially acceptable. This treasure that was given to ends up when going through it all, going through every turn every hardship, EARNING your way through this map, This map in This vision you see, you see of yourself, being painted, a portrait on a canvas as it starts to come alive and with step that you take, you can really see each stroke that a hand is taking, each stroke of the paint brush, bringing this portrait of you to life, bringing color to it…
This treasure map ends up being the key, the key to YOU! The key to why you are important, why YOU ARE HERE, what YOUR PURPOSE IS…and upon being given the key to you, yourself , it being said, “let no one have this key, for this key is for thee and only thee to posses…for you have earned the key to know your purpose, Here this key is given to grant you the reward that you are deserved from seeking and never stopping” “Rejoice and rest, for much more is to come, for your purpose is one of great importance, Of great sacrifice”…….Just What IF you find out what your purpose is, but wanna give it back lol….and can’t…https://msrogueofsa.net/a-person-of-passion-and-fire/
As the serious of things are starting to sink, as well as the DEPTH of which all of this REALLY is, i find my “human” self going “i don’t want this, God, I REALLY don’t want this, Can I give it back to You Please God” as I’m just sitting here shaking my head back and forth. But I know only too well, this isn’t something you REALLY AND SERIOUSLY ask of God. As I’m typing this I ask for God to protect me in The Blood of Christ with this next endeaovour. I honestly still don’t think I really realize all of this but all the realizations are all slowly but surely hitting me in waves. ….Another reminder…Another clue
If you see only the “now game” in all the things that you read. Then you will not see my personal vision for this site. As I share to the public on just what’s been done. By the start of my “Home” Page, I have taken you on to a journey; one that has many twists and turns, ups and downs, sideways and backwards many of times.
…….And eventually,…..ohhhh what a secret I’m about to tell…(as I take a moment with a evilish grim painted on my face lol).. For those in wonderment for my loyality and dedication that stands. Within the many pages that’s been written, what’s been seen…..what’s been done, are the many drafts that’s been written one by one, without a clue to my reason’s of what you have read…..
….Revealed in a vision that I had seen…..a second key was given for the journey I walk. With taking my bow, a chapter you have just seen. Part 1 of my purpose that is yet to be . (i’m starting to cry right now 5:37pm) that even she has not realized the rhyme or reason within the visions seen. With this read, you will start to see the greater purpose that stands, now revealed to all as this page is written on this day. For What’s to come, is One that is something greater than realized, one that even she is not knowing of what’s to be. with this end, now begins the second chapter of what’s to come. For those that ask and seek, listen and follow, as this tale unfolds and is seen…in this writing it is explained ….”A Person of Passion and Fire”
6:02 Pm 9-5-19
ummm as a footnote: umm i’m kinda in a huge WOW factor right now, the first 4 paragraphs, those words just came…they i dont know how to explain things, those words came will i was in the shower this afternoon. I did not know how any of this was gonna turn out, i just kinda followed with what i was seeing in my head and in my eyes..when i closed them. the link….that writing…i was typing that out with eyes closed, that day i had another vision. and i guess, from that …it’s starting to be…so the last paragraph, that was coming to me as my fingers were moving over the keys…i know what i saw in my vision, but it’s not yet supposed to be revealed yet….is what’s coming over me. i can’t explain it ..i dont know how to….but im gonna end this right here and now. ….just WOW!!!!
ohhh im gonna state this, the sentence ” with this end, now begins the second chapter of what’s to come.”with the realization of those words, what came out of my mouth. was….”OHHH SHIT! ” LOL
AND WITH THIS ONE QUOTE…I GUESS …AGAIN i WILL SAY…..”OHHH SHIT!!! IT’S FUCKING DEEEEP!!!“https://msrogueofsa.net/vision-part-1/
As I have just copied and pasted that from the Vision Page, I have tears in my eyes. I had no idea, no clue the significance of these words written last sept. The deep love that has been felt with two men that ended up being “the same” with both of them being narcissist. Now I’m realzing the importance of the second one’s words when he said “it’s run it’s course and people come in and out of your life for a reason.” Without realzing things when I broke it off yesterday, it was the very last part of that chapter. WOW, as I start to just realize how it’s all coming to be, all coming true. All the things I’ve said and stated. Just WOW. If he ever does read this, just know in my heart, I still love who I knew these last 3 years, it’s the person that I guess I didn’t know and had started to realize and see, as things were starting to make sense in my innocent clairity that began to take shape and form. I still thank you, because had it not been for you, i guess…ALL OF THIS would not have been seen or understood.
Know this, for any and all that have done me wrong in my life, I whole heartedly forgive. Not for you. But for me. I know that I can not walk in the path of God with ill mind and ill heart. This does NOT give any leeway to permission to continue to harm me. As I found as ANOTHER deaath threat this morning. Which I KNOW who it is btw,
I do not make any claims about being anything but michelle, just a person trying to find her way. A person that cares way too much in a world that is filled with hearts of hatred, and that has sold their souls to the devil. I am by far a saint, For I am a sinner, like the rest of us. I have done my many wrongs within my lifetime. Though I have had my fair share in my wrongs, I regret them all, and I have asked God for forgiveness. And continue to do so daily. As I faulter daily.
During the last few years those of you who have witnessed things with me on Twitter. What you have seen in me, I have “Beared Witness” and I have “Given My Testimony.” I have also turned from cheek to cheek, as bruised and beat up each cheek has continually been, I continued to turn the other cheek, be the better person, and say “good morning to all”. Standing up in front of all of my attackers and haters. I have stayed steady in MY Convictions. I have shown and tried to lead by example. I have tried to better myself each and every day as much as possible. Though I may faulter, though I may grow weak sometimes, I still try my best. …As previously stated on The “Blog Prelude” Page I had up at one point.
“I have been judged, criticized, chastised, oldest child sexually abused by second husband, miscarried child by being beaten, youngest child wanting to kill me, abused mentally, emotionally, physically, turned away, stones thrown at, thought of as crazy, insane, not stable, not understood, but yet I stand before you, with a back bone that holds the strength not known by many, like that of an army of ants, (one ant can carry 10 times their weight). i have walked a journey of hardship and of sacrifice in order to share what i have seen and learned, in doing so, giving you the wisdom and knowledge I posses within me. if you are as so bold as to pass judgement, to think you can walk in these SIZE THREE KIDS SHOES i wear, and still stand strong and amongst those of judgement, I welcome you to do so. and try to keep up.” 1-20-19
ummm I’m gonna add that I do tend to run circles around people. lol
Those that have passed judgement on me, hated me, criticized me, etc.. YOU HOLD NO WEIGHT, NO WATER COMPARED TO THE ONE I’M REALLY CONCERNED WITH. AND THAT IS GOD’S JUDGEMENT! THAT IS GOD’S JOB AND IT’S TOO BIG OF A JOB FOR ME TO EVEN TRY TO TAKE ON. IT’S NOT MY PLACE AND I SURELY DON’T WANT IT.
For any one person to read my blogs…my writings and take things personally. THIS HAS NEVER BEEN ABOUT YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
FOR ANY ONE TO TAKE ALL THIS PERSONALLY, YOU LOST FOCUS! YOU SAW THIS AS THE “NOW GAME”…SMH…..IT IS NEVER ABOUT THAT “NOW GAME” …..!!!!
….IT’S ALWAYS, ALWAYS ABOUT THAT “END GAME” ..!!!!
Though you may have lost sight and focus, I NEVER DID!!!!
This ….my writings….this website….me being in sex work….IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN ABOUT MY PURPOSE!
I would have never had these resources at hand, this website, these blog writings..none of it had I not been where I am. Those of you who have hated me just because I’m in sex work, first of all, it was none of your business…secondly you shouldn’t judge, and thirdly, you just never know, and don’t need to know really. it’s not your place.
Amongst the close mindedness, and small minded, LOOK AROUND ….WE DO HAVE A MUCH BIGGER PROBLEM AT HAND. THAT NEEDS TO BE ADDRESSED!!!
ALL THE CONFUSION WITHIN MY WRITINGS WAS SIMPLY ME BEING CONTINUALLY ATTACKED BY SATAN AND “IT’S” SOILDERS!!!
This “book” I’ve been speaking of since last Sept when I wrote The Vision Page, I now know what it is, and how it needs to be done. As we are in the Revelation Times, The Last Book In The Bible. There needs to be a continuation to The Present Bible. It seems, with many that have emailed me when taken notice to my writings, ….it seems that I’m NOT THE ONLY ONE doing this. However, I AM APPARENTLY, THE ONLY ONE WHO IS BEING SO VOCAL ABOUT IT. As I’ve previously stated on many occasions, MY PURPOSE IS A VERY SACRIFICAL ONE. IT’S SACRIFICAL BECAUSE OF THE DANGERS INVOLVED WITH ME SPEAKING OUT. I AM SPEAKING OUT TO GIVE KNOWLEDGE AMONGST THOSE THAT ARE IN NEED OF THIS KNOWLEDGE TO GO THROUGH THESE TIMES AND STILL WALK WITH GOD, TO GIVE THE KNOWLEDGE NEEDED TO BRING AWARENESS OF THE TRICKS AND THIS “GRAND ILLUSION” THAT THE DEVIL HAS PLAYED UPON ALL OF US.
I am FULLY aware that I have been watched and monitored from get go. I am FULLY aware the risk that I take by doing this, I can possibly ….let’s just say, any number of things can happen because I’m speaking out and I walk with God…AND ACTUALLY HAS HAPPENED ALREADY.
THIS IS WAY BIGGER THAN JUST LIL OLE ME OKAY….By seeing my wriitngs as a personal attack, that’s NOT SEEING THE FULL PURPOSE. LITERALLY EVERY THING THAT YOU HAVE SEEN ME GO THROUGH, SEE ME BE CONFUSED ABOUT, LITERALLY ALL OF IT, THIS NEEDS TO LOOKED AT AS A LEARNING TOOL. I HAVE GONE THROUGH IT FIRST SO THAT YOU DON’T HAVE TO. THIS “BOOK” I’M WRITING IS A “GUIDE” OK…
Look at the world, I see it plain as day, even as I’m tryping this up, I have HBO on, there was a movie with demons and super heros…now Bill Myer is on. In the beginning of his show, showed 50’s style audiance, and in an interview just now, was even speaking about satan. I found that to be ironic being that I’m typing this up. lol WE ARE IN THE MIDST OF THE “PREPPING AND PROGRAMMING” PART OF EVERYTHING. WE ARE BEING PROGRAMMED BY WHAT IS ALLOWED ON TV.
KNOW THIS, WE ARE SMACK DAB IN THE MIDDLE OF THIS SPIRITUAL WARFARE, IT’S NOT TO BE TAKEN PERSONALLY, NOT EVEN ME, THIS IS NOTHING TO DO WITH ANY ONE PERSON….BECAUSE WE ARE ALL JUST NUMBERS TO THE DEVIL. “IT” IS COLLECTING IT’S SOULS, THIS HAS EVERYTHING TO DO WITH THE WAGING “WAR” THAT LUCIFER HAD SET OUT TO DO WHEN AS AN ANGEL WAS THROWN OUT OF HEAVEN.
IT STRAIGHT UP COMES DOWN TO….GOD AND LUCIFER….AND THERE IS ONLY ONE SIDE YOU CAN CHOOSE. UNFORTUANTLY, WHEN YOU LOOK AROUND, WILL NOT BE OF GOD…
I NOW HAVE FULL CLAIRTY OF IT ALL!!!! SO WITH THAT SAID I have taken the necessary precautions that I felt needed to be taken for my safety. Even though I do have clairty, I still have to find and figure my own way through all this. Just like I always have had to do. So just know I’m not perfect, and now on to how i came to where I’m at now.
6-7-2020 8:04 pm
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