Part 4: Ritual/Pscycoloigical Abuse

ummm the fact that ive been skaled for a long now ffigure out that “influencers” have been used and they are in my contacts back from the very beginning when i moved here, ,when i very first starred also the fact that he refuses to see theres an issue here and he wantes me to work on nmy exiting stragey and told me i need to close all my accounts and start over and then i wake up to my curtain fucked with i see wherre this is not good. The fact that I have found fictious business names, or corpaoration filings and the fact that I have found someone thats less than 5 miles from me wiht a black eye andi cant puut it up because identity ya know…and the fact that all of these people have been in my contact lists since i first started…..and the fact taht im screaming out to this person who knows everything and every inch of my place and i dont know his real name….and he doesnt see the problem and no one appartly is taking me seriously and no one is bothered about me being scared for my life ummmm WHAT THE LIVING FUCK! with as many men and women in these santanic groups i cant trust anyone and yes fucking tracking on your computer doews happen im not crazy….IM FUCKING SCARED, AND NO ONE SEEMS TO NOTICE ABOUT MY LIFE WHAT THE FUCK OMG JUST OMG

I CAN NOT GET THIS, IM SCARED FOR MY LIFE AND YET NO ONE PAYS ATTENTION, CARES OR NOTICES

Lets go over all of this

  • everyone one of his names he has given me would just just tie into another name into another name into another name, never being able to figure out who he was exactly
  • every name has given is biblical
  • every name he has given can also be tied into santanic (the binding of isaac for example)
  • the list of santanic groups is shocking
  • the list of groups for spying, fake id’s, disappearing, women haters etc is also shocking to me
  • going back over all of my emails since i first started and my contacts i realized that alot of people with santanic names have been in my contacts since get go and i didnt realize it
  • the names i had been finding ended up spannning over 43 states
  • anagams are used constntly for creating triggers and for underlining messages along with not realzing who is who
  • fictious business names and corparte filings i found (no im not worried about my fucking spelling you can understand it)
  • my identity has been fucked with (fact accounts made in my name and using my using my emails)
  • the fact that i found 48 charges in new york under one of the names he gave me ranging from everything from murder to terroristice threats and attemptecd muurder on law enformcement
  • The only thing that he would valiadate yesterrday was the fact that i had no control over anything

Taken Directly From https://naijagists.com/black-left-eye-sign-of-illuminati-initiation-ritual-illuminati-conspiracy/

A direct link between Black eyes and “Soul Scalping” ??

Let me make this got damn fucking clear right here right now, this shit is not about fucking you I have a job that’s very fucking goddamn dangerous I have been having death threats with guns I have had my fucking shower fucking head turn into a goddamn noose upside down threatening my life I have had my computer and my phone fucked with I have had santanic mother fucking spells said in my God damn shit on fucking Google and everywhere else and you don’t think I deserve to fucking know your goddamn real name because it seems to me you don’t even know your fucking name and a matter of fact you can’t even respect me enough to say fucking thank you when I say happy Father’s day to you and you don’t think when you put my own fucking sandal around my goddamn neck choking me the fuck out or my fucking chains around my fucking neck having me choke my own self out where there is a fucking bit of
concern here for me

did you listen and you listen well this is my goddamn life I’m speaking about not fucking yours anymore I have had enough of the game I’ve had enough of it all I am fucking freak the fuck out scared to fuck to shit to death and you don’t think you deserve I deserve a respect enough to know who the fuck I’m giving my life to and you don’t think I fucking deserve the respect I’m going to tell you something as I’m calmly stating this one sentence this is not a crazy person speaking to you this is a mother fucking scared bitch that speaking to you right now it’s very fucking scared I’ve had more fucking death threats than I can fucking shake a stick at and I’m telling you I’m done with it you better come clean come clean quick because I can’t handle this shit no more the fear I feel I wish you could fucking feel it so you know it I wish you could fucking feel it enough


you don’t sit here and think I don’t have a right I swear to God I put you in the fucking face right now because there is no respect right now at the as it is because of what I’m looking at right the fuck here and what I have shown you wake up cuz this isn’t about you this is about my goddamn life you hear me this is about my fucking life my life is in jeopardy my life is fucking being threatened anD I FUCKING DESERVE TO KNOW WHO I AM ALLOWING TO PUT SOMETHING AROUND MY NECK THAT I EVEN OWN MY OWN SHOE DO YOU SEE WHERE I’M COMING FROM NOW

https://www.crisismagazine.com/2019/why-satanism-is-now-on-the-ce

https://townhall.com/columnists/douggiles/2012/09/09/satan-finally-found-his-political-partythe-democrats-n1191636

https://www.churchmilitant.com/news/article/planned-parenthood-satanic-ritual

https://mindcontrolblackassassins.com/2015/01/12/bill-cosby-part-iii-sammy-davis-

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/talking-about-trauma/201502/ritual-abuse-

FROM TEXAS MONTHLY

https://www.texasmonthly.com/articles/the-innocent-and-the-damned/

https://illuminatiwatcher.com/mariah-carey-life-inside-an-illumina

https://www.exopolitics.org/qanon-rothschilds-satanism-trumps-alliance-putin/ YEA PUTIN ROTHSCHILD

https://listverse.com/2015/10/26/10-forms-of-satanism-that-exist-around-the-w

SON OF SAM EVERE WONDER ABOUT THAT I HAVE

https://www.atlasobscura.com/articles/ritualistic-sacrifice-and-the-son-of-sa

I’M NOT FUCKING CRAZY WITH THE FUCK I AM IS SCARED TO FUCKING DEATH RIGHT NOW

seems like I’ve been smart enough to fucking full circle shit and figure it out I’m not fucking God damn crazy I’m God damn freak the fuck out and so the fuck would you if you were a woman that was only 4 ft 10 and 100 goddamn pounds.

Isolated no fucking nobody to call on nobody know nothing and you can’t give me the goddamn respect you can’t respect me enough and I allow you to put something around my fucking neck how dare you

And then to put the icing on the top of the cake I get you stating this morning “eating” … Do you know what that sure is sounded like “pics” …to me

After 3 years of going through this and after the extensive amount of heaviness that it’s been put on lately I deserve to know who you are straight up I deserve that respect when I allow you to put my own fucking shoe around my fucking neck

You take a fucking good look at all them articles you breed all them details you get to know that just as well as I have because I am having to get into the minds of my fucking attackers right now That’s what the fuck I’ve been doing I’m getting into the minds of my attackers I have to I’m the only one investigating my own life you mother fucker

I’M NOT OBSESSED WITH YOU I’M FUCKING OBSESSED WITH SAVING MY OWN GODDAMN LIFE I’M THE ONLY ONE TRYING TO GET INTO THE HEADS OF MY ATTACKERS AND YOU DON’T THINK I DESERVE TO FUCKING KNOW WHO YOU ARE WHEN I ALLOWED YOU TO PUT MY OWN GODDAMN SHOE AROUND MY NECK

SEEMS LIKE I’M THE ONLY MOTHERFUCKER WORRIED ABOUT MY OWN GODDAMN LIFE SINCE YOU’RE NOT AND I CALL YOU MASTER

Now have I finally made my fucking point clear it is not goddamn about you I DON’T CARE WHAT YOU’VE DONE I DON’T CARE IF YOU’VE MURDERED I DON’T CARE WHAT FUCKING PART OF THE GOVERNMENT I DON’T GIVE A FUCK NO MORE WHAT A GODDAMN GIVE A FUCK ABOUT IS MY FUCKING LIFE YOU HEAR ME MY MOTHER FUCKING LIFE I DON’T CARE I DON’T CARE I HAVE HAD MORE SECRETS AND THIS IS WHAT THE BLOG I WAS DOING LAST NIGHT I KNOW ABOUT FUCKING MURDER I KNOW ABOUT PEOPLE DOING THIS SHIT I KNOW ABOUT ALL THAT GOD DAMN SHIT I DON’T CARE WHETHER FUCKING CARE ABOUT IS MY FUCKING LIFE IS IN JEOPARDY RIGHT NOW AND I HAVE MANY ATTACKERS MANY I CANNOT EVEN GO TO THE GODDAMN COPS YOU FUCKING HEAR ME THAT’S WHEN I’M CONCERNED ABOUT I’M NOT WORRIED ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE I’M WORRIED ABOUT FUCKING TRUSTING YOU AND ALLOWING YOU TO PUT SOMETHING AROUND MY NECK THAT’S MY OWN FUCKING SHOE

I CAN GODDAMN SAINT IN THE FUCKING HEADLINES RIGHT NOW

KILLED BY ASPHYXIATION WITH HER OWN FUCKING SHOE SATANIC OCCULT ATTACKS BUT NOBODY HEARD HER WHY DIDN’T SHE GO TO THE COPS DID SHE HAVE ANY HELP YES

YES MOTHERFUCKER I CAN SIT IN THE GODDAMN HEADLINES RIGHT NOW

And you don’t think I have the goddamn right to know who I’m giving my submission my love and my goddamn everything to you don’t think I don’t have a right to know who you are after all of this

Honey I bitch slap you for that right now That’s where I’m at because after what I’m going through yes I do have the fucking right and I would stand in a man’s fucking shoes as small as I am and as tiny as my feet are I would stand in a man’s shoes and I would fucking stand up on this couch and I would fucking bitch like you for that one right now cuz I’m scared to goddamn death and if you can’t care for me enough if you cannot care for me enough LOVE IS NOT EVEN IN THE QUESTION

AS A GODDAMN HUMAN BEING YOU CANNOT CARE FROM ME ENOUGH TO BE CONCERNED WITH THIS YEAH YOU NEED TO BE BITCH SLAPPED

Here’s what scares the shit out of me did I tell my own attacker that I fucking know it all I know everything did I fucking tell my attacker that I know all of the secrets every goddamn thing that I figured it all out did I just tell my attacker everything did I just fuck my own self

Yes I’ve spent upwards to about $400 right now

Trying to figure out what the fuck is going on

WITH MY MOTHER FUCKING LIFE GOD DAMN NOT YOURS I DON’T CARE ABOUT YOURS WHEN I CARE ABOUT IS MINE

MY MOTHER FUCKING LIFE

MY LIFE IS BEING THREATENED VERY BADLY

MINE NOT YOURS

MINE MFER MINE…MY LIFE!!!

NOW AM I GETTING IT THROUGH TO YOU HOW SERIOUS THIS FUCKING SHIT IS

and the fact that you can’t even fucking respect me enough when I allowed you to put something around my neck after all of this goddamn shit after all this and you can’t give me the respect to say thank you and I save happy Father’s day you can get me the goddamn respect after blindly trusting in you one more goddamn time

And all you’ve got to say is okay

Not thank you

Just fucking

Okay

YOU KNOW WHAT I WAS ABOUT TO SAY I FEEL

NO MOTHER FUCKER I DON’T FEEL

I FUCKING DESERVE YOU HEAR ME

I DESERVE MORE FUCKING RESPECT THAN THAT WHEN I ALLOW YOU ALLOW YOU TO PUT MY OWN SHOE AROUND MY FUCKING OWN NECK I DESERVE

I AM ENTITLED I FUCKING DESERVE

MORE RESPECT THAN THIS FROM YOU WHEN I’M TRUSTING AND DON’T HAVE A GODDAMN LICK OF NOTHING TO TRUST ON WITH YOU TO PUT SOMETHING AROUND MY FUCKING GODDAMN NECK IN THE MIDDLE I FUCKING DEATH THREATS

I THINK YOU NEED TO HEAR THAT ONE AGAIMATTER OF FACT YOU’RE ABOUT TO HEAR MY GODDAMN VOICE

can you see why I question every goddamn thing and I every person I come across and how I’m going back 3 years and I’m seeing correlation of everybody back when I was at woodspring suites when I first started in March 3 and 1/2 years ago

I’m trying to find out who my fucking attackers are I’m trying to find out who the fucking possible my possible killer could be before they kill me

I do believe that’s reason enough to be obsessed with my own life finding who your possible killer could be yeah I think that’s fucking reason enough

ALONE, FRIGHTENED, NO ONE ..NO ONE AROUND…NO ONE CARES… AND JUST HOW LONG WILL IT TAKE FOR SOMEONE TO FIND ME DEAD

Will my body be all bloated and fucking gross by that time since no one cares enough for my own life. I mean these are the thoughts that go through my mind with all these death threats

These people they’re not playing these people they’re serious this is no game The job that I’m in I need to fucking go and hiding right now That’s what is the truth of it but I can’t I have no one I have no one that cares enough to put me in hiding

JUST ME MYSELF AND MOTHER FUCKING I

THAT MEANS I STILL HAVE TO WORK THAT MEANS I STILL HAVE TO SURVIVE THROUGH THIS FEAR

And yes that also means

I’M STILL EXPOSING THE FUCK OUT OF THIS SHIT ESPECIALLY IF MY LIFE IS ON THE FUCKING LINE I’M GOING TO FUCKING DIE FOR GOOD SOMETHING SOMETHING FUCKING GOOD GOD DAMN IT

IF I’M GOING TO GOD DAMN DIE BECAUSE IT IS MOTHER FUCKER YOU HEAR ME I AM GOING TO DIE TELLING EVERYBODY WHAT THEY FUCKING NEED TO KNOW TO SAVE THEIR OWN LIVES YOU FUCKING GOD DAMN RIGHT I WILL I’M THAT FUCKING BALLSY

If I have to die

I’M GOING TO FUCKING DIE HONORABLY

I’M GOING TO FUCKING DIE FUCKING TRYING TO SAVE OTHER PEOPLE

The kicker is it’s all the while I’m just crying I’m folding clothes Life has to go fucking on

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