Spirituality and Sexuality In BDSM

As a novice submissive 30 years ago, not knowing the correct direction of anything in life, much less the correct “direction” or ways in BDSM. For any true Dominant or Master that that has the correct amount time, effort and energy that’s involved that goes with taking on the great responnsiblity of training a novice submissive into a slave is I guess maybe, could be like finding a gold mine to Him, as He can mold and shape into the He envisions her blossoming and how she naively flourishes as she’s trained. And is especially so when that Dominant/Master sees something in her, that she doesn’t see in herself, that is so hard to find. A NATRUAL TRUE SLAVE.

Now, for this novice submissive that knows nothing, and wants so bad and aches so much…just to TRUST….and finds herself in the hands of a INEXPERIENCED Dom or even worse, A PREDATORS HANDS. is SOOO determinental to that novice submissive. This is such a critical time for her. Because without her realizing it, the way she is trained will be her very first instinct. As she is shaped and molded exactly how He wants her and sees fits. DEFINING her for the rest of her life. So the way you are trained as a submissive or a slave this is how you as a submissive/slave will view BDSM for the rest of your life. Most often than not, novice subs find themselves TRUSTING “in PREYING HANDS” therefore BDSM will always be viewed in your eyes as abuse, and you will never trust it again. This is NOT gonna be the blog for those specifics,, but needed to pointed out to you for now.

Even though, I had heard the expression said to me, I really didn’t KNOW what EXACTLY it meant when I was told that i was a TRUE SLAVE. Even though, I didnt have a clue, my First Master KNEW, And He was very strict and VERY INTENSE, which is what you see in me today, EVERY DAY.

Once He felt that i was trained enough to be presented correctly into the commuunity. So that I could LEARN the community as well as learn the correct community protocols. But MOST importantly, for me, learning the correct and having the proper formation, and FULLY learning my place both kneeling in front of my Master, as well as my place within the community. and understanding along with FULLY GAINING that FULL RESPECT that goes with that “one place” As I mingled and talked with others I began to notice there was a common denominator that was held RIGHT AT front and center of BSDSM.

Sexuality and Spirituality go hand in hand. They are ONE!!!

Now, THE CERTAIN BELIEF SYSTEM WAS NOT IMPORTANT, WHAT WAS IMPORTANT WAS THAT IT WAS THERE AND IT WAS ONE WITH YOU AND YOU WERE ONE WITH IT!!!


When BOTH sexuality AND spiritualtiy revolved, i notice i “evolved” into ONE. It was ONLY at that point, did I begin to FULLY GRASP ....THE …Dynamic of BDSM, THE VERY CORE OF IT, WHAT ACTUALLY DRIIIIIVES IT, AND NOT A SECOND SOONER WAS I ABLE TO GRASP IT!!!!

Aright FOREWARNING: This is EXACTLY where I’m gonna fuck 99.5% of you UP and send you back to the first classroom to graduate it! …You got your warning:)~

ONE DOES NOT EXIST IF YOU DO NOT HAVE THE OTHER….HMM

THERE IS NO SLAVE IF THERE IS NO MASTER

THERE IS NO MASTER IF THERE IS NO SLAVE…IT DOESNT EXIST, YOU DON’T EXIST …THE PLACE YOU CLAIM…IT’S NOT THERE

How can i, as a slave, claim the place of AND BE THAT SLAVE…if there is no Master…(wait!!! i’m not done)

How can there be a Master, if there’s no slave…(hold uuuup!!! im NOT done)

You can NOT be Master to any slave, without FIRST MASTERING YOURSELF …..(waiiit now,….hold up, im not done)

IN ORDER TO BE ABLE TO MASTER YOUR OWN SELF, , YOU MUST FIRST KNOW YOUR PLACE…….AND STAY IN IT!! (nooo not yet)

IN ORDER FOR YOU TO EARN AND GAIN THAT CERTAIN RESPECT THAT GOES WITH THAT ONE PLACE,, YOU CAN NOT BOUNCE PLACES, IT DOESN’T WORK,

YOU MUST KNOW YOUR PLACE….YOU MUST…BE THAT PLACE…YOU MUST STAY THAT PLACE…..IT DOESN’T WAIVER, IT’S NOT A CHAMELEON….IT DOES NOT CHANGE…not another period…and not a second sooner….RIGHT THERE…..THATS IT’!!!!!!!!!!!!

Let’s go farther and break it down for you to understand…here’s what’s going on…

Ok,,,so YOU ARE ONLY ONE HALF …..THAT’S IT…SO ME AS A SLAVE…I’m over yonder,,,here ….ONE HALF…..you is over yonder …..THERE….ummm so what are you suggesting??? are you actually telling me THAT WE CAN BE IN TWO DIFFERENT PLACES AT ONE TIME??? HOWWW??? UHHHH UHHH IM STUCK!! LOL uhhh that aint even physics!!!

so wtf are you trying to suggest now???so wait hold up! you flipped the script on me, now see here’s where im TRYING to get this…and CANT!!!

ok lemme get this straight,,,,we are going take the chainsaw’s and cut our own selves into TWO HALVES….so that we can occupy two different places at one time….hmmm I’m noooot to sure about this one here….hmm lets see here…

hmmm…wait ..where are you? dave? are you dave? lol daaave…you way the fuck over yonder….STILL!!!! wtf!!! and i’m NOT dave….and …im yonder…HERE…STILLL???? HMMMMM URGHHH sjdf;lksjdflkja;

hold the fucking front dooor!!! ughhhh!!! hmm you just made me fucking cut myself in half….hmmm now there’s fucking less of me…and your still the fuck over younder there….and now there’s LESS OF ME..AO;HF;JA;KSDHFPOAIWHSDF!!!!

you just made me cheat the fuck out of myself !!!!! smh uhhh huuh…uhhh this is what ima tell ya….ummm i dont buy it!!! lol and here is where i’m gonna tell ya, grab your asses and keep up with them please, these next two examples. are dooozzys, your getting skooled!

here is EXACTLY you do to me..ALL THE TIME all but ONE OF YOU thats reading this…close your eyes..and put your hand on right on your forehead ok…you are conglomeratig up there in your minds up there but somehow, you took your hand and your fingers got busy on that forehead and making something solid out of your imagination, that you are forcing yourselves to see and believe that that solid object is now occupying that space. Now you have taken out of your imagination, molded and scupted this “whatchamacallit” into something pulled it out of your forehead and literally into THAT spot….

Now you now believe your own lie and trying to get me to believe and everyone else to believe that there is something in that place that isn’t there, that doesn’t exist and then you get mad at me about it…because I can’t see nor believe what you have conned yourselves into believing.

Now, lets go farther, VALUE!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do you know what value is? Do you know what the value of LIFE IS???? Do you know what self value is?

How could you??? First thing you thought was, I can occupy two places at once by cutting myself in half, and then you had me cut myself in half…..YOU CHEATED YOUR OWN SELF AND WANTED ME TO CHEAT AND SHORTCHANGE MY OWN SELF AS WELL!!!! You don’t know the meaning of VALUE OF LIFE, YOU DON’T VALUE YOUR OWN LIFE, HOW CAN YOU VALUE MINE?????

How can call you Master? How can i allow you to make decisions in my life, when you do not know the value of life? You shortchage your own self by bouncing places, stay in your place, make yourself whole in that spot, there’s a certain that comes with that place, that spot.

Ok Lets go farther, “Master/slave” that is your other half, that is a completion of you. finding the other is making you WHOLE. THAT MAKES YOU EQUAL, Now remember, there’s only TWO places in this, Master….is one….slave is two….Ok…so….Where does judgement fit into all of this??? ummm judgement you can’t fit three into 2 places! How can you judge yourself? Cause that’s what you doing. How can you judge your equal??? See where I’m going with this????

Sexuality and spirituality that goes together and makes one, when you understand the value of life. YOU WILL THEN UNDERSTAND WHAT THE GIFT OF SUBMISSION REALLY IS. When you understand, you must know who you are and know where you fit into this dymanic, and you accept and stay in your place, that respect that you are demanding, that shouldnt be demanded, you will automatically show that you know, therefore that respect for your place will be seen, noticed and automatically given to you. it’s not something that can be forced.

The value of life, let’s put it this way…..let’s see how i want word this….ummm

When you tell someone “i love you” just to get pussy, and use it towards your advantage, it’s lost value, by manipulating and lieing. This is why I say this statement: words are like runny shit out of your mouths to me…..sorry didnt mean get so gross….there’s no value, you’ve taking something and used it to whatever.

I have only kneeled in front of ONE since I have been in TEXAS!!! ONE!!!! I kneel naked in my truth, not hiding nothing, I submit to ONE, i give that person my gift of life, TRUSTING, that the decisions that are made that are best, I I know that He knows the value in my gift of life. And to go even farther, I’m going to tell you this, so that you can better understand the depth ok

I trusted so much, never once questioned, never hestitated…I gave Him my breath!!! Now how was that done??? By taking the dog choker and placing it around my neck, and took the leash and held it, moved away and had me stretch as much as I could to be able to suck His dick, TWICE I CHOKED MYSELF OUT, trying to get to Him, I TRUSTED THAT HE KNEW WHEN TO LOOSEN THE GRIP, I TRUSTED THAT HE WOULD WAKE ME UP IN TIME, I TRUSTED HIM WITH MY WHOLE LIFE. I TRUSTED MY ALL I GAVE HIM MY LIFE IN HIS HANDS I TRUSTED THAT HE WOULD KNOW. I GAVE MY GIFT OF LIFE. …….HE TOOK IT….TWICE…..AND HE GAVE IT BACK!!!!

Not one mark on my neck! not one. And this is why i kneel ONLY to ONE man.

When you understand these things all go hand in hand, to make one, the value of life, the gift of submission, it can’t forced, it’s given, it’s trusted. you can’t be one if you don’t have the other. you can’t judge your counterpart, you cant bouce places and be respected, you have to know what the truth is, to understand what the three different lies are.

  • Scretching the truth, fibbing, little white lies
  • full blown out lie
  • lie by omission

you have to understand even if you omit a part of something, your lieing!!!!!!!!! And this is why I went over what i did in my last writitng, you have to learn that everyday we tell ourselves lies all the time, make ourselves believe these lies, and we can’t tell the difference between the truth and what’s a lie anymore, because we can’t accept our harsh truths, so we gotta “pretty them up” Who said the truth was pretty??? Truth IS NOT PRETTY. This is the reason for kneeling naked in my truth. Kneeling stays valuable cause it’s only used for it purpose, I don’t kneel in front of more than one, I kneel ONLY in front of ONE, ITS KEEP ITS VALUE.

It all works together as ONE!!!!

This is the reason being that submissive’s are the most loyal!!!! This is also the reason why BDSM means more than any vanilla relationship or marriage. This is why the depths of BDSM the core, what drives it, what gives it’s power, This is why it goes way beyond any concept of any average thinking. What is held in BDSM is simply what should be held as valuable in ALL OF LIFE AND RELATIONSHIPS, BUT IS NOT!!!

Sexuality and Spirituality, WHEN YOU EMBRACED BOTH AND MAKE ONE, YOU FOUND A CERTAIN FREEDOM THAT CAN’T BE DESCRIBED, IT CAN ONLY BE FELT!!! YOU LET GO OF ALL AMIBTIONS, AND YOU HAVE THIS FREEDOM THAT IS LIMITLESS. I can’t put into words, i haven’t been able to find any words that would best describe this “freedom” yet. I don’t think any words do exist that describe this certain freedom that i have felt and known. it actually surpasses everything that I know of.

3-32020 1:34 am

now im gonna go finish the writing before this real quick so you can go back to the right class and go finish it, and not complain to me of how long that writritng was lol that’s why i havent put it out yet, i didnt wanna hear the complaining lmao

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