The “Programming” In Mind Control Part 1

I believe we’re going to start this one with a little story so I think we’re gonna do story time right off the bat for the pre lude. Just so you don’t have to go back through the blogs I lived in Pennsylvania for five and a half years before I came here I had dealt with many different experiences while I was in Pennsylvania living in New Castle which is cesspool for demons. It was out of those experiences I came down here with along with dealing with my son situation so that starts off.

When I got here I had been introduced to Moco space which I had no idea about and I had no idea of the demons that roam in Moco not to mention that Moco is nothing but everybody in ickey degrading women and just acting like shit okay so well I was at the Delta in Northeast area and I had none of put some guy off of my mocha that his girlfriend/wife whatever had gotten murdered so he came by and we just sat around and talked when he came by though and I allowed him in my door all of a sudden he gives me this flash in his eyes.

It was quick it was sudden it was a test. Wanted to see if I was one of them or not and if I knew or not. What am I talking about you ask??? Well if you’ve never seen them I’m sure you will soon enough these days it’s the devil’s eyes they flash this little red fire in the eyes that you can see and they fly he flashed them at me as a test I look straight at him I said “oh no, You’re not welcome here You’re in my territory this time” your ass don’t belong in my home you need to leave.”

So The guy stopped in his tracks he said you know all shocked and surprised I said of course I do now get out. Can you take a wild guess of who I was talking to? Well I was looking straight past the guy I mean I was looking directly at who I needed to look at or it I call it it because it is an it.

I said it needs to go he said I didn’t think you knew about that nobody else does I said oh yeah I do very much so. so during the course of the visit and I mean it wasn’t we weren’t together that way that’s for damn sure after finding that out especially afterwards so he needed to take a shower and I’m like sure go ahead and no problem I forgot my toothbrush. I said Mom I got a brand new pack of five of them pick a color any color take a pick. So he took the packages brand new five toothbrushes green I like green I did this little wicked and she didn’t grin on my face he didn’t notice and I’m just kind of okay nonchalantly so I don’t know we got to talking in my hands just got to move in like I’m you know like Louisiana people do when they talk they talk with their hands so all of them and then this whole time like I had this toothbrush in my hand gripping it in my right hand so I did not like it with no big deal.

The whole time we’re sitting there just to chatting then all of a sudden I look at him and I go oh shit you know what I still got this toothbrush in my hand I said oh here you go you can go take a bite I didn’t know I didn’t realize it was my hand I’m sorry

Well that’s a big well too. Because after that it got pretty damn deep and then you just go get my hip wadders on cuz it is about to get deeper…lol

So after the toothbrush I’m going to bed you know kind of like tossed it nonchalantly you know and he went to grab that motherfucker off the bed and he when he did he burned him he started hollering at me he said you try to kill me I said yeah I’m trying to kill your ass going about yourself you already dead anyways. And I told it I did not welcome in my fucking house sooooooo


the last couple of years what i’ve gone through…it’s been soooo sooo soo traumitizing and devastating for me that it’s brought things in my childhood up to surface that apparently had been surpressed and not thought about at all.Which seems to be the reason why i’m finally talking about things, trying to peace it together. *sighs*…and it’s been since the last couple of years that i’ve began to get some answers at least. even though the “what the living fuck’s” still out weight the answers and always more of them “what the living fuck’s” on top of what ive already had.

ya know i really am just trying my best to make sense of things just for my own self really. because its REALLY THAT FUCKING DEVASTATING TO ME AND MY LIFE. AND I MEAN ALL OF T HAT, ITS BEEN SO VERY FUCKING DEVASTIATING FOR ME. ….ya know 9 times out of 10 its crazy how things just fucking happen to me, like ill be doing a screening and while doing a search other shit happens to pop up out of the blue, that dont make sense, and your like “what is that doing in THIS seaarch??? and you pass it off right? and then it continues to pop up…till one day you decide to say to your self “well let me go ahead click on that and see what the fuck….that clicking on that one thang, welll THAT leads to a WHOLE LOT OF SHIT, SO MUCH TRIPPY SHIT TO MATCH CORREALATION OF IT ALL…IS A WHOLE LOT OF “WHAT THE LIVING FUCKS!???” ALL ON ITS ON! Or like the one time i found it looked like it was so many fucking hotmail emails addreess that it was ALL OF HOTMAIL…but when found that shit …i didnt have a clue to what i was looking at…and i got to looking and looking some…and then some …and then…HOLYYYY FUCK THATS EMAIL ADDRESS AND PWS OMG!!” and seriously ya have its really a huge trip of what i come acrossi cant explain none of it….it totally blows me away…

the things that i wrote on and never get to finish its so happens that normally i find that im so fucking terrified that i cant keep going….that it brings up soo soo much shit in me that it totally wears me out, because most of the time i have my eyes closed iand im actually RELVING IT ALL which is why the mistakes because my fingers are going so fast whith the things that im seeing …AND FEELING…and my fingers are TRYING SO HARD TO KEEP UP WITH ALL THE IMAGES and emotions ..(opps for the caps lol) this shit is so fucking exhausting for me i jus wish it would all end and just let me try to be as happy as i can possibly be with the res of my life, but it just …i dont know ….

so this is me just putting togehter some freaking fucked off shit that ive fo und thost things “that make ya go ‘hmmm”…yeaaa those kind of things, things that ppl has mentionsed just in passing that out of the clar blue i remember, and go…holy fuck about…not even understanding it all…just tring to place it all…to make sense of it all i guess

during this time im in isolation, i am closing all doors and lines of commincation, i refuse to make a peep into the public, i DO NOT AWNT ANY FUCKING KIND OF INFUCENCE AT ALL FROM NO ONE! its been during this time that i have NOT ACKNOWLEDGED ANYONE AT ALL…i DO NOT WANT ANY KIND OF INFUCLENCE FROM ANYONE FROM ANYWEHEE, THE TV IS TURNED OFF, THE ONLY THINGS YOU HEAR IN MY PLACE IS MY FINGERS FLYING AT THIS KEYBOARD AND MY FAN OSLIATINGS…THAT S IT NO NOISE NO DISTRACTIONS O FLUENCE …NOTHING SILENCE AND IM EXHAUSTED


Part I Explaining The Question “How is it possible?”

The Answers To “The Unseen”: The Man In The Shadows, The “Unseen” Rape, Coming Into My Home “Unseen” & The “Unknown” Stalker

By Taking Energy and Manipulating The Frequecines & Vibrations

Now I have already broke this down and explained this in my blog Understanding The Basics of Energy. I broke it down iand put it terms of everyday life. For example going to Walmart.

From The Article Tales From Time Loop

Stalking from the shadows

There are clearly entities living within the Earth -and not only reptilian -that have been there for aeons manipulating the surface population. But I began to realize that the conspiracy was not only a phenomenon of the ‘five-sense’ level of laity. It was also inter-dimensional. As I have already outlined, there are many levels of vibrational reality sharing e same space, just as radio and television frequencies do.

Broadcast frequencies only interfere or become aware of each other when they are really close on the dial d the same principle applies to the realities and dimensions of existence that are airing the same space that we are now occupying. When people say that infinity is within you or, symbolically, the Kingdom of Heaven is within you, they are correct. All infinity is within us because all of infinity shares all space.

***1***The point is, however, that we cannot see all of infinity with our five-senses, as you cannot hear all the radio stations available by tuning to one of them.

My research led me to the understanding that while ‘five-sense’ non-human entities exist on this planet, the real focus of the global manipulation was with reptilian and other non-human entities operating from frequencies a fraction outside the frequency range accessible by human sight. From there they ‘possessed’ the ‘human’ bodies of the Illuminati bloodlines and used them as a vehicle to dictate events in our reality behind the veil of an apparently human form. Our five-senses can perceive only the denser vibrational fields that reflect light.

****As the vibration increases, it eventually reaches a point where we can no longer see it because it has gone beyond the frequency range of the five-senses. At this stage, to our five-sense reality, it ‘disappears’. It has done no such thing; it has merely left e frequency range of our five-senses. It hasn’t ‘disappeared’ any more than Radio ‘disappears’ when you retune to Radio 2.****

The five-sense range is so limited that e cannot perceive most of what exists in this universe alone. According to the test research, some 99.5% of the mass in the universe is lost to the five-senses. We only see matter that reflects light, what science calls ‘luminous matter’. This is why, when you are in complete darkness, you can’t see anything. Only when you traduce light to reflect from the objects around you can they be seen. Some 99.5% of mass in this universe is called ‘dark matter’ because it does not reflect light and we can’t see it.

Different era, same manipulators


Appreciating the existence of these other realities is essential to understanding the way our ‘world’ is manipulated. It answers the question of why people would dedicate their lives to a plan for global domination when they know they will be dead long before the goal was reached. What if the entities controlling the ‘bodies’, the mental and emotional responses of those in power through the centuries, have largely been the same ones all along?

What if they operate just beyond the frequency range of the five-senses and use apparently ‘human’ physical bodies to manipulate the five-sense world and when one body gives up on them at ‘death’ they move into another and continue the manipulation, the *1*long-term agenda, for another period of what we call ‘time’?

so I wonder would that be kinda Hhow THIS might have happened maybe??? which this one here, he was REALLY GOOD with taughting and maninuplation. But whats above might explain some of this

Explaining The Different Paralls

I am seeing the same explainations in EVERY article. When you think about Mentialism, and what mentialism REALLY …”slight of hand”

Heaven’ between heavens


Thought transfer is another way that people are controlled and manipulated. The Reptilian mind becomes the human mind and you can see this happening all the time as the Reptilian ‘hive’ mind becomes the human ‘hive’ mentality. Between dimensions, in this case between the third dimension (the five-senses) and the next one, the fourth dimension, are little ‘crevices’ of frequency, almost like neutral zones.

The Italian physicist Giuliana Conforto calls them “inter-space planes” and they lie between the dimensions or, as the scientists called them in the Horizon program, parallel universes. It is in the inter-space plane

Feeding off of Fear By Instilling Terror

Feeding off fear

 Physicist Giuliana Conforto says that inter-space planes do not have a natural energy source like a dimension. They are like neutral zones. Any entities operating there would need to create an energy source for themselves and they have. It is human fear in all its forms. When we feel fear we generate a vibration, an energy field.


Every time we think and feel, no matter what our state of being may be, we are sending out ‘broadcast’ waves that vibrate to the frequency of the particular thought or emotion. We feel these frequencies coming from people in what we call ‘vibes’. The low vibration of fear and its associated emotions like anger, aggression, stress and guilt produce frequencies that pour into the inter-space plane and this has become the energy source 

The more humanity feels fear in all its forms the more energy – power -entities have to sustain them and use back against us. The entire Illuminati system has been designed to generate the energy of fear and turn the human population into an energy source.


Let’s Talk about The Man in the Shadows and the “Unseen”

From My Writing: My Life The Beginning

That House And The Man In The Shadows (10 Years old)

So, about the house, more specifically that creek and the two rivers that go into the creek, RIGHT NEXT to the house. Us three kids, we weren’t allowed to play in that creek, with the water mocassions and shit, oh hell no..but that didn’t stop us from mud riding and messing around but in them rivers. Matter of fact, I don’t know if any of you thats around my age remember back in the 80s the bands Zebra and Lillian Axe…well back then, both of them played on the beach one of the rivers. But anyways,,,there’s been alot kids thats drowned over time playing out there. one of them, especially, when I go to think about it now, still freaks me out about how he was found, I think he was like 16 or so. Needless to say, there are plenty of restless souls that roam the banks of the creek and two rivers ok…And yes im being all for real especially with this story. Well, I was 10, that was in ’82, in the fourth grade at this time….and I’ve talked about this shit here already also..on Twitter…The movie ET had JUST came out, Us as a family went and saw the movie…I had very sheer “Hollie Hobby” curtains on the windows, you could see shadows and everything through them curtains. And being that I’ve NEVER been one to sleep much at all, I was STILL up…That’s the first night I started seeing the shadow of a man at my window, on the backside. cuz if you look at the pictures of the house up there, my sister and I we shared the room on the corner. Of course, getting my dad up and him running out in the back in his tighty whiteys with his 44….and NOT seeing anyone…he just wasn’t none too happy lol..It was just said that there was probably kids messing around out there at the creek…Now, for those that know where I’m at, the distance is less than from to the parking lot by the store, to give you an idea of just how close that creek is to that house, OMG i can’t lieee, I have chill bumps and freaking out remembering this as I’m typing it…Oh we will be defintitely coming back this as well…Oh and yea just real quick, it was because “this” kept happening over time, this is what brought me to leaning and studying about The Philidelphia Experiment, Just fyi ….

Of Course for all those details: Frenchtown Road Urban Legend

Also taken from My WRITINGS: My Life The Beginning & Frenchtown Road Urban Legend

The “Unseen” Rape (taken from Frenchtown Rd Urband Legand) (15 years old)

well, what im going at is something i never could speak about, and i cant tell you how horrific this was still is for me to ever think about much less, to say to anyone much less to put it out here in public, i mean this is so unbelieveable. right ummm i was 15, my dad had noticed i was wearing some skull earrings while my mom was at work, and he came into my room and grabbed some stuff out my room, well, the rest of the stuff i had i went into the closet and hid all my stuff, cigerettes, lingerie and some other stuff heavy metal tapes, UNDER THE CARPET in my closet, yea i know slick huh.lol well i went and hid all that stuff under the carpet in the closet, i didnt realize it, but dad was outside cutting grass, and he spied on me at the back window and saw me doing this, therefore busting myself right. well next thing i know he came storming in my door and freaking grabbed it all, im like damn man, my lingerie lmao…damn it man…yea yea that was me lmao…so he went and put it all in his closet and locked their bedroom door. he had went back to cutting grass. and i as a rebellious teenager, was trying to get into the room. and (omg i havent spoken this) and i dont know what came over me, i just wanted into that room, so i went into the hallway bathroom, and i grabbed a hairpin, and i was trying to open the door, and i dont know i said something to the fact of “let me in and you can have my soul” or something like this, i dont even know where that came from when i said that, i still cant figure that out. but as soon as i said whatever i said, i really cant even remember, the door it just opened…bam just that easy right. well i got into the room, and i went to my dads closet and i went to grabbing stuff to bring back into my room, and yes of course dad busted me straight up in his closet. …..i honestly i dont know where all this came from, thinking back, i guess it just took over, like. i thought i was just being a rebellious teenager, but apparently. it’s more than that.

so after that, it seemed like for a couple of weeks, my mom and i were at each other’s throats, quite literally i might add. as hard as we would fight, it was worse. my mom finally sat me down in her room one night and talked to me, and i told her i didnt know what was wrong, why. and i had told her what i had done, and i told her that i didnt know why i said that or where it came from. so we immediately put me on the prayer lines and we grabbed the bible, took the “roman road” to save my soul. so we prayed and i went back to praying in tongues, and so was she. and we were wore out that night, cause we worked really hard with saving my soul that night. so exhausted, i was finally sent to bed.

ummm…i got woke up at 3 am, and momma taught us that 3 am was the darkest hour…umm this is the hardest thing for me to type out ok this is fucking me up right here, it’s bad really bad for me, ummm….i woke up to this heavy THING ontop of me grabbing my right titty, i coudnt see it though, i started to sream, and i felt pressure on my chest keeping me from screaming, and i felt weight of this i dont know thing, ummm omfg umm i felt something not human rape me umm my arms were held up above me, and umm i felt this thing raping me and i couldnt move i couldnt sream i couldnt scream ummm. i couldnt breath…it was suffocating me..omg and umm i could feel when it came when it finished, umm it was on my leg so it was real ejulate semen…umm it lasted i dont know a few mins, i know it when it finished it was like just omfg sighs…ummm it was just like air it just lifted off of me,matter fact when it lifted off my chest, ummmi was in mid sream, i was screaming that bloody murder high pitched scream, that you never want to hear from your kids ya know, wake my mom up of course, no one else knew about this, i mean umm i lived with this all of my life, i mean you cant go telling counslers something like this, that you couldnt see this monster thingy but you could feel every bit of it, no one else knew..

Ok Let’s Talk “Present Unseen” (The Last 2 Years)

as a footnote to myself “confusion….massive confusion me now the world “


Part 2 Ritual Abuse & Mind Control

Things have been coming to me little by little in the last couple of months, but this past Sunday, May 31th it pretty much all broke for me. I began to start making sense of things. I’ve started figuring out correlations of different things, I’ve actually started being able to piece EVERY FUCKING THING TOGETHER…ALMOST EVERYTHING. At this present time I still have 6-3-2020 2:41Am, i still have a couple of things to work on and look up and research more….I honestly have been in steady research for about a month now, I have spent at least $200 if not more on different programs, just looking up and figuring out shit….and LIKE I SAID, ALL OF THIS HAS LITERALLY BEEN BY CHANCE …IMAGINE THAT! lol

On may 6th I deactivated Twitter. almost exactly a month now…and honestly I kinda feel like I’m coming out of some kind of time wrap zone of some kind. I can’t really explain it. The more I stay away from everything and everyone, the more I find myself becoming more clear. Though I do have plenty of Time laspes that I can’t seem to figure out. The most recent memory loss/time laspe that I can actually tell you about was Mother’s Day and the next day, on Monday.There’s several hours missing for me. It bothers me that i can’t remember and don’t know what happened with those hours for me. I hope I slept, it’s either that or being on this computer that I can’t tell you about.

So lets talk “Ritual Abuse” I’m gonna break things down and show all the links as I go…I may even put several links with one part or section together because one link may have a simplier definition and the other link may have a more profound explaination to it. so ….and then i’m gonna to speak about my expereiences and show what i’ve gone through...Anything in Red is an direct indication about my experiences and what I go through.

Defining Ritual Abuse & Mind Control …From Different Articles

From Ritual Abuse and Mind Control by Kathleen Sullivan

Concise Definition

Ritual abuse is a brutal form of abuse of children, adolescents, and adults, consisting of physical, sexual, and psychological abuse, and involving the use of rituals. Ritual does not necessarily mean satanic. However, most survivors state that they were ritually abused as part of satanic worship for the purpose of indoctrinating them into satanic beliefs and practices. Ritual abuse rarely consists of a single episode. It usually involves repeated abuse over an extended period of time.

The physical abuse is severe, sometimes including torture and killing. The sexual abuse is usually painful, sadistic, and humiliating, intended as means of gaining dominance over the victim. The psychological abuse is devastating and involves the use of ritual/indoctrination, which includes mind control techniques and mind altering drugs, and ritual/intimidation which conveys to the victim a profound terror of the cult members and of the evil spirits they believe cult members can command. Both during and after the abuse, most victims are in a state of terror, mind control, and dissociation in which disclosure is exceedingly difficult.

From Understanding Ritual Abuse

The first step in understanding ritual abuse is to learn what separates ritual abuse from other types of abuse.

Ritual abuse is commonly repetitive abuse, which can be multi-generational and associated with ritual beliefs and practices (Lynette Danylchuk, Ph.D.).

Ritual abuse is a brutal form of abuse of children, adolescents, and adults, consisting of physical, sexual, psychological and spiritual abuse, and the use of rituals. The physical abuse is severe, sometimes including torture. The sexual abuse is often painful, sadistic, and humiliating, intended as a means of gaining control over the victim. The psychological abuse is devastating and involves the use of rites, which may include mind-control techniques, mind-altering drugs, and intimidation which conveys to the victim a profound terror of the abusers. The spiritual abuse can destroy the concept of a loving God, produce estrangement from or an aversion to God, and induce feelings of worthlessness and hatred of oneself and others in power. During and after the abuse, most victims live in a constant state of terror, mental confusion, and dissociation.

And From Mind Control: Simple To Complex

Organizations with a wide range of political and criminal agendas have historically relied on coercive interrogation and brainwashing of various types to force submission and information from enemies and victims, and to indoctrinate and increase cooperation in members and captors. In modern times, these techniques are used by political/military/espionage organizations, race/ethnic hate-groups, criminal groups (e.g., child pornographers and sex rings, and international traffickers of women, children, guns, and drugs) and exploitative and destructive cults with spiritual or other agendas. Methods of “thought reform” used by such groups include intimidation, social isolation, religious indoctrination, threats against victims or their loved ones, torture, torture of co-captives, and brainwashing through social influence or deprivation of basic needs, such as sleep or food (see Releasing the Bonds: Empowering People to Think for Themselves (2000), by Steven Hassan).


Part 3: Methods of Mind Control From Simple to Complex

Still using the article that I found, seems like it’s easiest explained so I’m going to let you read their words, because i can hardly without being affected so badly. I’VE BEEN FUCKING PROGRAMMED I WASNT LIKE THIS BEFORE THE LAST COUPLE OF YEARS AND YET MY SCREAMS FOR HELP ARE NEVER HEARD. im still marking in red what i have gone through now that i have been able to find the specifics to help me identify and recognize and prove ….im always having to prove myself ….to show you whats been going on with me SO THIS CYCLE WILL STOP

Mind Control: From Simplest To Complex

Levels of Brainwashing and Mind Control from Least to Most Complex and Binding, and often used in combination, especially in ritual abuse:

1. Terrified Submission: Outward compliance, but one’s own beliefs and identity are preserved.

Now let’s go over this one, instilling terror, this is REALLY BIG FOR ME THE TERROR PART OF IT, I SHAKE SO BAD THAT MY HEAD IS LIKE A BOBBLE HEAD, I BREAK OUT INTO POURING SWEATS AND I JUMP COMPLETELY OUT OF MY SKIN WITH EVERY LITTLE BITTY NOISE…..I NOW LIVE MY LIFE STAYING TERRIORIFIED. Now im gonna break it down and show you

2. Willful Compliance: A disturbed or abused child/adolescent/adult is provided with objects, drugs, affection, sex, “freedom”, etc., and chooses the abuser over his/her current life situation.

Let’s go over this one, it’s very important before we can continue with the rest of the ways. To grasp it all, you must be able to understanad how it ALL INTERMINGLES TOGETHER ALL OF IT!!!

So let’s go over Ri


3. Stockholm Syndrome: Terror (abuser harms victim or threatens victim and his/her family with violence), plus isolation from prior support, often combined with lies of family abandonment, lead to dependence on abuser(s), and perceived loyalty to the abuser.

4. Religious Indoctrination: A psychologically weak or dependent person submits to a charismatic leader who claims to be spiritually connected to some kind of God, professing to be chosen for a spiritual agenda, promises salvation to devotees and eternal damnation promised to non-followers.

5Brainwashing through Social influence: An individual is placed only among successful “converts” to the abuser or cult, who profess the belief system of the group, while the person is isolated from family and previous support systems and activities.

6. Brainwashing through Deprivation of Basic Needs: Sleep, food, water, combined with chanting, social isolation, etc.

7. Self-View as an Accomplice or Evil: Abuser forces victim into double-binds that cause the victim to feel culpable.

8. Unidimensional directives: are communicated during severe abuse, convincing affected personalities that the abuse will re-occur if the programmed mandate is broken. The most common are, “Remember to forget” the abuse and “Don’t tell” about the abuse. A central function of most mind control is to cause the victim to physically and psychologically re-experience the torture used to install the programming should she or he act in violation of programmed commands. The re-experience of the original torture often includes somatic manifestation of the original injuries, such as bruising and swelling, though not to the degree of the original injury.

9Spiritual “Programming”: Evil attachments, claims, curses, covenants, etc. Witchcraft ritual abuse seeks to “attach” evil entities (spirits of abusers and demons) to dissociated identities to harass and control victims for their entire lives. Claims, curses, covenants, hexes, vexes, etc. are used to forever malevolently define victims as evil, physically or mentally ill, socially devalued and isolated, sexually enslaved, a murderer, a cult member, a witch, etc.

10. Psychic driving: Taped messages are played for hours non-stop while the person is in states of consciousness altered by sleep, electro-shock, sensory deprivation, inadequate food, water, sleep, oxygen, isolated, confinement or other torture.

CAN ANY ONE OF YOUR MOTHERFUCKERS TELL ME YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IT FEELSLIKE TO HAVE YOUR MOTHER Abanded by your own mother because she think you have a demon inside you. your sister your dad, your brother…your brother acts like your not ever allowed in the whole state of louisiana ever again ?????? can you tell you know kow how it feels to have your oldest son tell you publicly shamme you while at the age of 18 on tagged and disown you just because you live and bleive in bdsm because of the love in bdsm ??? which today he is 32 and nevere hear from him evere again………

can any one of you fuckers tell me you kow what it feels like to have yoru youngest son want to kill you when he was 11 and 12 years old???? can you tell me you know what it feels like to have your olther sitster hold a grudge on you just because your real dad, her dad fuckced you for 8 months when all you wannted was to get to know your reaally daddy….and you are not allowed to the furnal in was last year ????

can anyone of you fuckers tell me you know what it feels like to not have a friend can you tell me you know wht it feels like to have ever part of your personal space taken from you to where there is absoulutely noooo safety ever somone stalking at your door, popping up behind you everywhere out of the blue, EVEN TODAY TERRORIFIYING ME BY A LIGHT ER BEHIND MY COMPUTER WRTTING ON MY CLOSET DOOR, MOVING MY THINGS MAKING A GASH IN MY FRONT DOOR,

NOT ONE PERSON WANT TO OFFER ANY KIND OF SAFETY ZONE FOR ME NOT EVER WHO I GIVE MY ALL TOO, WHO I CAN ALL MASTER

DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE SO FUCKING TERRORIFIED THAT YOU ALLWAYS HAVE ALLLLLLL THE LIGHTS ON TO BE TOLD SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH YOU ALL HTE TIME AJND THE ONLY THING WRONG IS YOU DONT WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE TERRIOFIED ANYMORE

CAN HANYONE OFYOU MOTHERFUCKERS TELL ME YOU KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE MADE TO GROVEL BEG PLEAD DISGRACE YOUR SELF JUST TO HAVE SOMEONE TO EAT AND A ROOF OVER YOUR HEAD ON TWITTER IN FRONT OF GOD AND EVERYHONE STRPPING AWAY YOUR WHOLE DIGNITY,

CAN YOU TELL ME YOU KOW WWHAT IT FEELS LKE TO BE STALKED ON EVER PLATFORM YOUR ON BEING CALLED WHORE JUST BECAUSE ALL YOUR STUFF WAS STOLEN AND YOUR DISABLED FORCING YOU TO DO THIS

CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO NOT KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE SPECIAL IN SOMOENS EYES …ANYONES EYES TO NOT GET A HUG WHEN YOU NEED IT TO ALWAYS BE TOLD YOUR CRAZY DO YOU KNONW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE CAGED UP AND NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH TO BE SHOWN IN PUBLIC

DID YOU GO HUNGRY FOR 3 FUCKING DAYS THIS PAST CHRISTMAS AND NOT BE THOUGHT OF WITH THE EXCEPTION OF “BE READY TO FUCK ME IN 15 MINUTES WHILE YOUR STOMACH WAS HURTING FROM MBEING HUNGRY????

DID YOU GIVE AWAY YOUR WHOLE BEING FOR CHRISTMAS FOR FREE TO CLIENT S AND JUST BE TAKEN FOR MORE AND ALL YOU WERE LEFT WAS ENTILTELEMNTS LIES AND DECEIT FOR THE LAST 3 CHRISTMASES

DID YOU HAVE YOUR TEETH FIXED BY HAVING TOP DENTURES BECAUSE YOU HAVE HEREIDTERY GUM DISEASE FROM YOUR GRANGMOTHER AND A CLIENT STEALA YOUR TEETH STEALING ANOTHER PART OF YOUR DIGINTY AND THEN HAVE MEN TELL YOU YOU WEREE WORTHLESS NOT WORTH A DINNER DATE TO GET YOUR TEETH FIXED BEFORE YOU WERE WORTH A DINNERE DATE BUT TAKE ALL THE RESOURCES AWAY THAT YOU NEEDED TO DO SO??????

HAVE YOU BEEN TOLD CONTINUEALLY THAT YOU SHOULD JUST FUCKING DIE JUST BECAUSE YOUR A WHORE

HAVE YOU BEEN FUCKING MOLESTED AND RAPED SINCE YOU WERE 7 BY MEN ALL YOUR LIFE

HAVE YOU TRUSTED A OTHERFUCKER OFF OF TUMBLER NOT TO SCREEN ALL TO FIND YOU PASSED OUT IN PAIN TRYINTO TO PACK TO PMOVE AND FINE THAT MOTHER FUCKER IN YOUR BED VIOLATING YOU AND JERKING OFF WHILE PASSED OUT

DID YOU HAVE YOUR BOYFRIEND AT 19 BEAT THE LIVING FUCK OUT OF YOU TELLING YOU WERE WETN GONNA HAVE THAT BABY, THAT YOU NEEDED TO BE DESKINNED AND POWERED CLOREX OVER YOU BECAUSE YOU WERE NOT WORTH PISSING ON AND PUNCHED YOU IN THE STOMACH CAUSING YORU MISCARRIAGE ….THAT YOU HAD BLEEDING ALL OVER AT WORK IN A FAST FOOD RESTUARNT AT 19??????/

ARE YOU A SEX ADDICT AND HAD DICK USED ON YOU AS A WEAPON AND A PUNISHMENT AND NEVER GOOD ENOUGH FOR ONE YOUR BEST BLOWJOBS JUST BEECAUSE YOU ARE TRYING TO STAND UP FOR YOUR SELF AND GET KICKED BACK DOWN EVERYTIME ?????/////

CAN YOU TELL ME YOU KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO NEVER EVER KNOW YOUR ATTACKERS BECAUSE THRE SO MANY NAMELSS FACELESS ATTACKERS TO NEVER EVER FEEL SAFE EVER AGAIN NO COMFORT NO OTHERING FROM NO ONE NO WHERE CAN YOU TELL ME YOU KINOW THIS TERRORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

NOOOO MOTHERFUCKER S I DONT WANT YOU TO FUCKING PITTY OR YOU TO SAY SORRY WHEN YOU DONT MEAN IT

I FUCKING WANT YOU TO STOP FUCKING MISTREATING ME AND MAKING ME PAY FOR YOU ABUSE

ALL I EVER WANTED WAS TO BE ACCEPTED AND YET ALL I SEEM TO EVER FUCKING DO IS JUST FIGHT CONSTANTLY FIGHTING JUST TO BE TREATTED RIGHT I FIGHT JUST TO BE TREATED RIGHT AND RESPECTED THATS IT ALL I EVER DO IS FIGHT JUST TO NONT BE ABUSED NO MORE

YEAAA ID SAY THATS A FUCKING ALOT HUH IM TIRED OF YOUR FUCKING ABUSEAND ALL OF YOUR FUCKED OFF EXCUSES TO DO SO

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