Point blank first of all, pretty much everybody’s worn out their welcome on direct messages for the most part. But here let me give you a detailed list of examples.
First of all, I’m already high strung with ADHD. I’m also an empath for those that don’t realize that or have forgotten that I’m an empath. Yeah when I feel too many people at one time and all your “stuff” it gets to be a tad bit overwhelming. Secondly on this, I cannot talk to somebody in peace with people just constantly hitting me up. I can’t think I can’t like, you know…I’d be calm I can be myself okay… I just can’t, I mean how can a person be themselves and be calm when they got the notifications going off in your email AND ON THE 15,000 apps going off ALL AT ONE TIME, with 30 to 50 people hitting you up at all at the same time it’s just not possible. Not to mention, when im LITERALLY FEELING 30 TO 50 PEOPLES “STUFF” ALL AT ONE TIME, i cant feel myself, its NOT MY “STUFF” SO WHATS GONNA HAPPEN, ITS GONNA BURST OUT OF ME LIKE A VOLCANO EURPTUING
i mean my God, yall wont even freaking allow me to TAKE CARE OF ME AND ALLOW ME TO SIMPLY SHIELD MYSELF WITHOUT HAVING TO FUCKING FIGHT EVERY ONE OF YOU MEN ABOUT THIS SHIT AND NOT FUCKING RIGHT I DONT NEED TO BE EXPLAINING MYSELF AND IT PISSES ME OFF EVEN MORE SO YOU SHOULD JUST RESPECT WHAT I ASK MY GOD!!! SMH
When I can talk to somebody through email, first of all I can be calm. At least I don’t have to worry about all these notifications and my phone blowing up and all this shit okay. I can focus on one person at a time and for me that’s hard enough as it is with ADHD with PTSD and then OCD and you know being an empath, man I feel too many of y’all getting all of y’all stuff all at one time and you have no idea what it’s like it’s it’s like a volcano I just ready to erupt and your going “well I didn’t do anything” okay let’s take a look at “you didnt do anything” …..yesterday is PERFECT example
this dude is prime example because he just emailed he just messaged me on biker or not and I got a notification just a minute ago while I’m trying to get dressed for somebody
You know yesterday he come up and said “I’m I’m in the airport area.” you know that mother fucker was trying to get me to break my word of honor to everybody!!!! that’s really freaking lowdown! that’s really lowdown!! you trying to get me to break my honor……FOR WHAT???!! I WANT TO KNOW THE FUCKING ANSWER, YOU GONNA FREAKING BADGER ME TO DEATH PUSH MY BOUNDARIES, TRY TO GET ME TO DISHONOR MYSELF AND FUCK MY WORD UP….WHO THE FUCK DO YOU FUCKING THINK YOU ARE???!!! ….AND HEY IM ASKING EVERY LAST ONE OF YOU THIS, THE ONES THAT DONT WANNA SCREEN OR LIKE THE OTHER, “WANT TO PICK ME UP TO MEET UP” YA KNOW WHAT I TOLD HIM???!! LOL YEA COME ON PICK ME UP MOTHERFUCKER, ILL HAVE SOMETHING FER FUCKING ASS WHEN YOU DO! YEP THATS WHAT I TOLD HIM, MATTER OF FACT ILL UPLOAD THE SCREEN SHOT…SMH YALL ARE SOMETHING BUT AINT NOTHING …KNOW WHAT I MEAN
Because apparently you haven’t show me that you worth a damn thing for me to break any honor and besides there ain’t nobody worth me breaking my honor about myself for nobody no one not a fucking soul cuz ain’t none of y’all worth it anyways or have shown me otherwise
secondly you going to put a weak link into the security that I spent all this fucking money on and WHAT???! I’ll let you come over without screen I just wasted all this fucking money no no no no no don’t play that way that’s fucked up
Also you going to sit and tell me “I want to help you, I want to take you shopping for some sexy clothes from when we go on our date” well first of all I don’t even wear sexy clothes like that on a first date I don’t that’s the number one rule I don’t do that and ummm ….yeaaa how about this….
…….And how is that helping these $4,000 worth of bills I got going on for y’all for this job that y’all think this shit’s free that ain’t helping me none!!!!
On top of that you want to push my boundaries then let me ask you why do y’all think got a woman look at it they turned on for constantly having to fight y’all respect in a bitch if you can’t respect my boundaries why would I want to be around you because then you wouldn’t respected me at all
and I know some of y’all got this concept this thought process “I ain’t even listening to her because I don’t even care if I want it imma take it from her anyways,” kind of thing. well that ain’t right fucking either and if that’s the case no wonder none of y’all motherfuckers ain’t get no goddamn pussy you can’t respect a person!!! why would anybody want to give you anything for you to be thinking that way???? duhhh my god, smh urghhhh yall make me sick with this shit i swear!
And here’s another reason, yall have wasted my time long enough, really!!! time i don’t have and I don’t know about I just can’t get see how 30 40 and 50 and 60 70 year olds want to play these kind of games that you’re play!!!!
Point in case the last person who I talk to on DM on Twitter wanted to blow smoke up my ass about this blowbang sshit and how he was part of the gang bang team and all that shit! look, I checked his Twitter profile he ain’t got nothing about no kind of fucking bang nothing in adult industry at all! got 18 tweets and 6 people following him like motherfuker you really think I’m that stupid.???!!! BYTCH YOU THE PUNK THAT STUPID TO THINK IM GONNA BELIEVE YER ASS!! LMAO…THATS WHAT IM THINKING
I am not playing these games with y’all I’m not enabling these fucking games I’m not going to do it no more that’s not me I’m not the bitch
I’m tired of yalls shit I really am when I said I was letting go I meant I was fucking letting go!!!!!!!!!!!!
Here’s another thing yeah, yall just want to take control over anybody’s fucking life I don’t seem to have any kind of control over my life when yall wanna take it from me, and not even give me any fucking choice!! i personally fucking get offend when MY CHOICE IS FUCKING TAKEN FROM ME!!! y’all just want to take it from me like talkin about! no I can control my business and what I can I am doing and do it, like the way I do it but y’all steady want to do it you’re fucking way !!! because you are the man!! are you got the fucking… I don’t know what y’all got, REALLY… some kind of fucking egotistical fucking control freak kind of thing going on!!! “oh I’m going to do this cuz I’m the man!!!” nooo motherfucker, your the punk ass bitch “acting like a man” ….. motherfuker when you pay these $4,000 a month in bills then you can have the shit in control,okayyyyy!!!
but you want to control the whole issue and leave me with the the garbage in the bills and the dumb shit!!! no I don’t think so!!! you want to take control take the fucking bills to!!! I am tired of people fucking using and abusing and taking fucking advantage of me and playing your games with me when I got so much to do I have two and a half years worth of shit backup from you supposive men playing kids games with me for 2 and 1/2 fucking years so I got two and a half years worth of work to catch up on I don’t want nor need nor have the time to fucking be going around fucking with y’all anymore
Which leads me to another point, the ones that are really fucking serious about getting in touch with me you’ll email me won’t you!!!!!! im weeding out the garbage and the trash.!!!
If you’re not serious you want email me you want to play your little games with me that’s what I’ve been noticing
And also you know I’ve been saying this for months months and months I’ve been telling everybody don’t direct message me send me an email ain’t none of y’all motherfuckers want to listen none of y’all none of y’all none of y’all have respected my wishes not one person or wait one person has and then worn out his welcome on an email to so if you can’t respect what I asked why would I want to be around you in the first place if you can’t do that then I don’t want to be near you you ain’t shown me nothing
And see here it is the last two-and-a-half years I have shown my consistency I have shown that I am worth a whole lot I have shown I have honor I have shown by integrity I have all these reviews and everything to show everybody you have you see it white all on that website but you got to show me something I’ve done shown you
I’m tired of wasting my energy my time and myself given myself to people who are not worth giving myself to
When you show me you are worth me giving myself to and my compassion and my my whole being when you prove that to me that you’re worth it I’ll give it to you I’m give you the world the fuk with me and I’ll drop that world on top of you to because I am sick of this
I do believe that’s more than enough reasons considering I ain’t none of y’all listening to me in the first fucking place y’all still deep direct messaging me I’m just not fucking then I’m not fucking answering since you want to ignore me well
Two can play that game and what’s good for the goose is good for the gander to ain’t it if you want to ignore what I had asked for a four months then I just flat-out ignored you and go on about my business and besides that has been very fucking quiet without social media round
Cuz I’mma tell y’all what yesterday bikeornot had me in Fits and im seriously over it!!!!!!!!!
oh one more thing, my tumblr is NOT FOR COMMUNICATION….ITS SPEICIFICALLY FOR MY WRITINGS!!! YALL CAN OVERCROWD A BITCH, OUT, YALL HAVE TAKEN OR TIRED TO TAKE EVERYTHINNG IVE TRIED TO DO….TUMBLR IS MINE BITCHES!! RESPECT THAT OR GET THE FUCK OFF!! PLAIN AND SIMPLE…..IM TIRED OF THE GAMES, IF YOU WANT ME TO PLAY GAMES, IT BETTER BE A SEX GAME,
CUZ IF NOT, YOU AINT GONNA LIKE THE WAY I PLAY “FUCK FUCK” NOW WE CAN PLAY FUCK FUCK, I LOVE PLAYING FUCK FUCK AND IM DAMN GOOD AT IT!
SO THERES YOUR CHOICES ON PLAYING GAMES WITH ME, ITS EITHER SEX ….OR “FUCK FUCK” …ID SUGGEST YOU SHOULD TAKE THE SEX GAMES…