just exactly who in your f****** minds think I chose to be sitting in a motel room all by myself nothing on I can’t turn any electronics on quiet being cooked while I’m alive slowly from inside out by electric field waves with no way to protect myself from them I cannot do anything I cannot see these waves I can’t do nothing to protect myself from dying. Just who really thinks I really chose this to die this way along like this nobody believe me no way to protect myself just two things I chose to be hungry homes have my clothes ripped off my back literaly told I was not worse the clothes on my back because I did not give a blunt job after I already had to go through for simply being made to like it by forcing willing complaints out of by punishing me punishing only way I had to communicate the internet by telling me I’m just going to be put outside on the road 30 minutes outside of Natchez Smith I have no choice but to give a b****** when I did not want to have sex that was RAPE.
I I got even more punished by being put out on the f****** side of the road and Natchez not knowing anybody not no one where it was I was left on the side of where I had no clue with what I had a little had I had left pissed all in my pants and left to some homeless stranger to take me to a trailer with no water psychologically telling me I was a w**** not worth a whore bath. Living with no water all broken windows 5 rats one the size of a cat who wants to live with people taking their dentures away from them who wants to live with not being able to get their medical needs like my glasses I haven’t been able to get my mammogram. I’ve been doing without the medical needs for so long
who said I chose who said I had free will who said this is me independently speaking for myself when I have never been able to speak for myself I’m either ignored and not not acknowledged like that mocked told I’m crazy psycho and insane by people who don’t allow me my boundaries who don’t even care doesn’t human being you told me I was worthless when there was no price on the life you’ve been present me and every time I tried to speak out and call for help you stopped me and then laugh at me. You laughed at the trauma you can plainly see in all of my writings you left at the stutter and picked on me for not being able to speak or type clearly with no. Sir commas or who cared about that when I was being put in an oven through electromenetic waves and being cooked I feel at that point in time who f****** cares about a damn, or just how bright my speech really is.
The nightmares, stutter I can’t even be around humans no more I can’t watch TV no more I can’t do simple things in life anymore by safety has been taken away forever never knowing who your attackers are in their so many arguing with so many different aliases lying to see me manipulating forcing my life this way dehumanizing me little by little desensitizing all of my senses and then thank God I caught it… Trying to swipe my childhood memories away from me putting me under so much pressure I undergo psychosis twice I lose my hair the first time thinking it was just no it was the electronic electromagnetic waves frequencies that’s the reason I lost my hair when my dad died two years ago.
Michael Brown I swear to God July 2018 coming back from Houston you planned that whole thing going back in your war zone issue after trying to flip the car up the interstate then telling me you were going to stuck me in the truck at the car then acting like you were talking to a cop and then coming back a year and a half later or so to give me the money I paid you for my website for you to turn mine and tell me you got TBI no your whole story was so similar to mine with social you are playing this premeditated my murder
I kept writing the this was the perfect world I have been investigating my own murder for a year and a half now knowing exactly what I know then down to the f****** teeth I know everything and I know what you were trying to do recently to me by doing the eighties theme taking my childhood memories you don’t even know who tiny Tammy wynette was why would a Mexican and West side stand me down going up every time I go outside it’s like cigarettes scare me down pick up his phone turn Mexican music and then all the sudden be Tammy wynette you don’t even know who that is.
There is no way to protect my stuff against these and these people will not stop sending these frequencies directing them to me I am constantly terrorized while I’m going through this this is not only forced to track you this is experimentation of a human being this is slowly committing then worst slowest murder death and never being able to protect myself helplessly cannot all out by communications I cannot protect myself with a gun with it I cannot do anything but just lay here and allow f****** to cook me by frequency waves not to mention this satanic tone of this the hypnotizing the subliminal messaging worse than terrorism worse than getting stalking worse than human trafficking worse than experimentation when you put them all together going through it I’m all at one time for 4 years slowly and then progressing fast since less March I still want to be alive but I want to be alive and be able to think as well my own thoughts without them being invaded I want to not I want to excuse me shoes to not have to die this way.
People treat dogs better than I’ve been treated I don’t know the touch of a soft touch anymore I don’t know what it feels like to have human connection I’m starving for human connection this is what is to a person if I was ever experiment that no I am these are the outcome results to that experiment put out on Twitter in front of God and everybody humiliated strength of my pride stripped of my identity stripped of everything everything in smeared constant ly sex being a weapon sex being a tool controlling my every waking moment and non-waking controlling my finances being a little puppet to laugh at.
GOVERNOR ABBOTT I’M SPEAKING DIRECTLY TO YOU….
PRESIDENT BIDEN I’M SPEAKING DIRECTLY TO YOU..
I AM A HUMAN BEING I AM A BEAUTIFUL BRIGHT VERY INTELLIGENT 49 YEAR OLD WOMAN THAT HAS TWO VERY INTELLIGENT SONS ONE THAT’S 30 TO ALMOST 33 THAT HAS BEEN A MARINE, with my youngest son just going into the Air Force at 19 and a half into cyber warfare….
I am a 49 year old mother with two beautiful sons both serving our country. I know what I’m speaking and I had to cover about it this way to get somebody’s attention finally.
As a sex worker… Having to go through an experiencing what I’ve experienced… SPEAKING FOR ALL BETTER IN THIS INDUSTRY THE DESPERATION OF DECRIMINALIZING SEX WORK IS WAY MORE THAN IMPERATIVE WITH MY EXPERIENCE.
Through these last 4 years I’ve gone through this Trump took away all of our human rights stripping us making us the New slaves. I even wrote him on Twitter myself of course with no avail.
I hope to God that my story my experiences has only been me I hate to think that any other girl or male in sex work has to go through this and never be able to call up for help being afraid of the cops raping and killing us to hush us and the men to hush us forcing us by willing forced willing compliance. I hope that my story and when I have experienced changes freaking something in this law system I’m begging please for me and for all that are in this industry please decriminalize and not living for life sex work it is so regulated legit none of it for our safety.
I have stood alone all by myself fighting this all by myself still alienated so discredited I want my life back I want my honor back I want my name back I know I will never be able to get rid of all these nightmares and all this trauma but do something good out of me pain please do something that’s worth life cuz my life was stripped from me and I had no way to protect myself. I have more than 4 years with the proof yes I looked crazy screaming all this out in public but by God it was documented and I knew it they’ve been trying to hush me this whole time yet I will not be hushed because I’m tired of being told that I’m the one involved and I’m tired of being scared of calling out for help please use my experiences to change this for others cuz it’s too late for me I can’t ever get my memory back what I’ve lost I can’t ever change this trauma that I know endure please do something legally that will protect All humans from electronic magnetic field waves and frequencies and please do something good out of my story and my experiences so that sex workers that are forced can actually really go for help and not figure retribution jail time and not have blue pools to where people can manipulate and make us believe otherwise this is my story
I am also a targeted individual I know all the coding of how things are spoken all the numbers the codes and riddles the anagrams the names I uncovered a 43 statewide scam of how this is done last year. This is domestic terrorism my story is a lot of things. And yet I’m still here I’m still fighting alone I’m in a motel room scared all by myself. My rights taken from me my human rights my civil rights everything’s been stripped of me.
Please excuse any typos or the way I speak my mouth is bleeding as i dictate this on my tablet. I not only call out for help for myself but I call out for help for everybody sake. Please use my experiences in my story to change what needs to be changed if I only can do one thing I need to be that voice to take what I have gone through the hell I have experienced and use it for some good to help others. I’m big for my experiences in my life not to be in vain.
This is truly evil what I have experienced. Even now as my ears ring my gums and mouth bleed my forehead tingling make them stop it hurts to go through this. I can’t do anything to protect myself from it there’s no guns no bullets that can stop these frequency waves
#PresidentBiden #GovernorAbbott #DrJohnHall #Rights4Sexworkers #ToSafelyCall4Help #TargetedIndividuals
I am Michelle Thibodeaux, MsRogueSA, I AM ONLY ONE VOICE… BUT THROUGH MY STORY…. MY VOICE SPEAKS VOLUMES!!!!!
I STAND AND OWN THE WEBSITE RIGHTSFORSEXWORKERS.WORDPRESS.COM
I am individual my environment people stealing from me forced me into human trafficking those that willingly actually have a true choice do not deserve to be in one category with human trafficking. Sex workers should be able to not fear help. I may not have chosen this had my environment not been forced like this but as a human as a person as a woman as an individual AND AS A MOTHER, women should not have to be constantly in fear and undergo anything any type of abuse and being made to hush about it!!!
My son is in cyber warfare, of which his own mother has experienced on homeland in the United States of America what he is training to do against those who hurt us in our own country!
I have been investigating my own murder for 2 years now. These same individuals that I have a list of 100 people that I can never finish to make sure no one innocent is involved in this list. Within this list are numerous rapist and stalkers that are known to hurt and rape sex workers time and time again. Sister and Foster bills has done nothing but the force human beings into slavery this sex trade and forced free labor. With never being able to call out for help. no money no medical no housing what the hell are we going to do you have only traded groups for Slavery. And please excuse my conviction into this due to what I have experienced over these last four years I do apologize respectfully.
HERE’S THE TRUTH I HAVE CONTINUALLY BEEN THREATENED INTO THIS I STATED LAST YEAR I WOULD NOT GO DOWN QUIETLY AND I WON’T. YOU NEED TO HEAR THE TRUTH FROM A SEX WORKER FROM A PERSON IN HUMAN BEING THAT DESERVES RIGHTS THAT EVERY HUMAN BEING HAS OR IS SUPPOSED TO HAVE. I SPEAK THE DIRTY TRUTH THAT EVERYBODY WANTS TO COVER UP AND IGNORE. EXCUSE THE HECK OUT OF ME IF YOU DON’T THINK MY LIFE IS WORTH ANYTHING BUT PERSONALLY IT’S MY LIFE I ONLY GET ONE OF THEM AND IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME!