To All Those That’s Done Me Dirty

smh every last one of you are so freaking predictable, EVERY LAST ONE OF YOU. I can count off the top of my head right now more than 100 closer to 200 different one of you with all your little different 20 up to 20 different aliases I can count almost TWO FUCKING HUNDRED of you, THAT HAS DONE ME SO FUCKING DIRTY…

I can count that each and every one of you…. It’s God damn clockwork y’all are so fucking readable but of course I’m an empath and I know when you’re fucking lying I let on that you got away with shit but I’m now calling all of you fucking out…. I KNOW WHEN YOU LIED TO ME YOU ONLY LIE TO YOURSELF THINKING YOU GOT AWAY WITH IT I PROMISE. ….. CLOCKWORK…. ALL OF YOU WAIT 6 MONTHS A YEAR LATER AND COME BACK AROUND AGAIN….

I‘m going to remind each and every one of you….

  • YOU ALL HAD FREE WILL AND HAVE FREEDOM OF CHOICE….
  • ALL OF YOU CHOSE HAD THE FREE WILL AND CHOOSE TO TREAT ME IN SUCH INHUMANE FUCKING WAYS
  • DEHUMANIZING ME LIKE WHAT Y’ALL HAVE DONE ……..
  • YOU …..ALL HAVE CHOSE TO MANIPULATE MY FINANCES
  • MY EATING HABITS
  • MY LIVING CONDITIONS E
  • VERY GODDAMN THING ABOUT MY LIFE
  • you fucking CHOOSE...
  • To decide to get up all in my life and take all kinds of liberties like it was no tomorrow
  • scaring me
  • terrorizing me
  • tormenting me
  • taunting me
  • kidnapping situations
  • fucking breaking and entering into my home to fuck with my shit,
  • data breaches,
  • you GoT damn chose to do what you’ve done.
  • YOU FUCKING CHOSE TO DO A CULT ABUSE
  • SATANIC ABUSE
  • YOU FUCKING CHOSE.
  • BY CHOOSING TO KEEP ME FUCKING HOMELESS AND HUNGRY TAUNTING AND TORMENTING ME AND TERRORIZING ME BY CHOOSING TO DO SO .
  • …. You fucking made it upon yourself
  • to take my choice away from me.
  • You chose to take my rights away from me
  • you chose to take and make me homeless
  • and hungry by controlling my whole life.
  • YOU FUCKING CHOSE TO PUT ME UNDER 24/7 SURVEILLANCE FOR THREE FUCKING YEARS.
  • TAKING AWAY MY RIGHT TO PRIVACY …COMPLETELY
  • LITERALLY MANIPULATED EVERY FUCKING THING IN MY LIFE….

Y-O-U C-H-O-OS-E

  • YOU CHOSE TO DEHUMANIZE ME
  • YOU CHOSE TO DESENSITIZE ME
  • YOU CHOSE TO HUMILIATE ME
  • YOU CHOSE TO DISGRACE ME
  • YOU CHOSE TO RIP THE CLOTHES OFF MY BACK
  • YOU CHOSE TO FUCKING BREAK AN ENTER INTO MY HOME
  • YOU CHOSE TO BREAK MY ITEMS AND SMEAR AND DESECRATE MY ITEMS
  • YOU CHOSE TO PLANT THINGS IN MY HOUSE.
  • YOU CHOSE TO DISREGARD MY BOUNDARIES
  • YOU CHOSE TO FUCKING DISREGARD MY SCREAMS TO STOP HURTING ME
  • YOU CHOSE TO DISCREDIT ME AND TO DEFAME MY CHARACTER
  • You chose to manipulate
  • you fucking chose to lie
  • you fucking chose to be thieves.
  • YOU CHOSE TO BE GOT DAMN COWARDS
  • YOU FUCKING CHOSE TO BE FUCKING MONSTERS.
  • YOU GOT DAMN CHOSE TO BECOME ANIMALS
  • YOU FUCKING CHOSE TO STEAL MY TEETH AWAY FROM ME
  • YOU CHOSE TO STEAL MY BIRTH CERTIFICATE AWAY FROM ME
  • YOU CHOSE TO FUCKING TRY TO FLIP THE CAR OFF THE INTERSTATE
  • AND THEN YOU CHOSE TO FUCKING THREATEN TO PUT ME IN THE TRUNK OF THE CAR.
  • YOU CHOSE TO PUT ME FOR SLAVE LABOR BUT NOT TO WORK
  • YOU CHOSE TO MAKE ME GO AROUND IN CIRCLES FOR NOTHING
  • NOTHING BUT TO BE THE LAUGHING STOCK OF ALL OF YOUR FUCKING JOKES….
  • YOU CHOSE TO FORCE FREE SLAVE LABOR
  • BY COERCION
  • BY MANIPULATION
  • BY LYING
  • BY THEIVING ….
  • AND THEN YOU FUCKING CHOSE TO BROADCAST ME ON TV SO EVERYBODY CAN SEE. .

GUESS WHAT ALL YOU’VE DUMB FUCKS CHOSE TO FUCKING DO AND BECOME

HUMAN GOT DAMN TRAFFICKERS.

  • And you chose to tell me to MAKE my fucking self like it!!!
  • you fucking chose to keep me down to fucking continue to call me a whore. .
  • All the while, you dumb fucks became human traffickers and became worse than what I was in your eyes….
  • you…. all of you…. my personal fucks ….my John fucks…. my personal friends…. all of you abused me and chose to fucking continue to do so and take advantage of me

all the fucking while… GUESS WHAT I CHOSE

  • I CHOSE TO STILL BE HUMBLE
  • I CHOSE TO STILL BE KIND
  • I CHOSE TO NOT TREAT YOU ALL OF YOU THE WAY YOU WERE TREATING ME
  • I FUCKING CHOSE NOT TO HATE
  • I CHOSE NOT TO JUDGE
  • I CHOSE NOT TO GET INTO YOUR LIFE AND FUCK UP YOUR LIFE
  • I CHOSE TO ALLOW YOUR OWN FUCKING OUTCOMES BY TAKING MY CHOICE AWAY FROM ME

I’m going to repeat that….

  • I CHOSE TO ALLOW YOU YOUR OWN FUCKING OUTCOMES IN YOUR OWN LIVES
  • BY YOU TAKING MY CHOICE AWAY FROM ME…
  • YOU AND ONLY EACH AND EVERY FUCKING ONE OF YOU ALONE STOLE THE ROPE FROM ME
  • I JUST CONTINUED LETTING YOU HAVE IT
  • I ALLOWED YOU YOUR OWN DESTINIES
  • BY GIVING YOUR CHOICE AND ALLOWING YOU TO HAVE YOUR FREE WILL

with all that God damn smarts underneath your fucking fingertips while you’re electronically fucking harassing me and getting into my accounts and showing up on my locations and doing 214 location lookups under in my accounts ...IN my fucking accounts being logged in leaving trails every goddamn where... All you mother fuckers know it all but don’t know what God damn thing cuz you fucking too fucking busy and other shit you fucking listen to what you need to be hearing when people tell you God damn something just because you just regard and don’t find their worth you fucking hung your own asses in the meantime by doing so.

  • YOU CHOSE TO CONTACT ME ON MOCOSPACE AND ACT LIKE MY 15-YEAR-OLD SON TO BLACKMAIL ME
  • YOU CHOSE TO FUCKING ACT LIKE MY BLUES MUSICIAN FRIENDS AND TRY TO SCAM ME FROM MY GOD DAMN SSI CHECK

ME? …..

  • I FUCKING CHOSE TO CONTINUE TO DO THE RIGHT THING NO MATTER WHAT
  • AND EVEN MORE SO BECAUSE OF THE WAY I’VE BEEN TREATED
  • I CHOSE TO CONTINUE TREATING ALL OF YOU RIGHT
  • I CHOOSE TO KEEP MY GRACE WHILE YOU WERE DISGRACING ME
  • I CHOOSE TO KEEP MY DIGNITY WHILE YOU WERE SMEARING DICKS IN MY FACE, STRIPPING MY DIGNITY AWAY FROM ME., TRISTEN
  • I CHOSE CONTINUE TO RESPECT MY OWN SELF AND NOT BELITTLE MYSELF WHILE OTHERS WERE DISRESPECTING ME AND BELITTLING ME
  • I FUCKING CHOSE TO HOLD MY HEAD UP HIGH AND BE WORTH SOMETHING EVEN THOUGH ALL OF YOU FUCKING DUMB FUCKS THINK YOU DEFINE MY WORTH WHEN NONE OF YOU ARE WORTH MY TAKING A DUMP FOR.
  • I CHOSE TO CONTINUE TO RESPECT YOUR PRIVACY AND YOUR PRIVATE LIVES WHILE YOU FUCKING PUT ME UNDER SURVEILLANCE AND GET ALL UP IN MY BUSINESS AND TAKE MY IDENTITY AND PUT IT ALL ON THE DARK WEB… NOT TO MENTION FUCK WITH ME ON MY DESKTOP BY REMOTE DESKTOP.
  • I CHOSE TO KEEP MY CHARACTER AND MY INTEGRITY AND MY HONOR
  • WHILE ALL OF YOU
  • LOST YOUR CHARACTER
  • YOUR INTEGRITY
  • AND SHOWED YOUR TRUE COLORS
  • THAT YOU WERE NOT IN THE LEAST BIT FUCKING HONORABLE.
  • I FUCKING CHOSE ... NOT TO LOWER MYSELF TO SUCH EVIL FUCKING VILE INHUMANE FUCKING I DON’T KNOW WHAT YOU FUCKING CALL IT, ITS SO DISGUSTING
  • I CHOSE NOT TO LOWER MYSELF BELOW ALL OF YOU JUST TO GET BACK AT YOU

here’s what I did not choose

  • I DID NOT GIVE CONSENT NOR DID I CHOOSE TO BE YOUR FUCKING SCAPEGOAT
  • I FUCKING DID NOT GIVE CONSENT NOR DID I CHOOSE TO HAVE MY CHOICE TAKEN AWAY FROM ME
  • I DID NOT CHOOSE FREE LABOR FOR YOUR AMUSEMENT
  • I DID NOT CHOOSE TO GO HUNGRY AND HOMELESS
  • I DID NOT CHOOSE TO HAVE PEOPLE BREAK IN MY HOUSE
  • I DID NOT CHOOSE NOR GIVE MY CONSENT ON MY PRIVACY TAKEN
  • I GOT DAMN DID NOT GIVE CONSENT NOR DID I FUCKING CHOOSE FOR YOU TO ABUSE ME
  • AND MISTREAT ME
  • AND DEHUMANIZE ME
  • AND DESENSITIZE ME
  • I DID NOT CHOOSE TO BE BURNED BY RADIATION BY EMF
  • AND I CERTAINLY GOT DAMN NEVER GAVE ANY CONSENT NOR ANY NOR DID I CHOOSE TO BECOME YOUR FUCKING HUMAN FUCKING GAME TOY I DID NOT GOT DAMN CHOOSE OR NOR DID I GOD DAMN GIVE CONSENT.TO BE TRAFFICKED.
  • I DID NOT CHOOSE TO HAVE BE A CULT ABUSED
  • SPIRITUALLY ABUSED
  • EXPLOITED AND EVERY FUCKING WHICH DIRECTION AND THEN A WHOLE LOT MORE MADE UP TO EXPLOIT
  • YOU CHOSE TO MAKE AND MEDITATE AND MAKE MY LIFE THE WAY YOU DID IT

YOU STUPID FUCKING DUMB FUCKS KNOW IT ALL…. I’M SO GLAD THAT YOU KNEW EVERYTHING THAT WAY HEY YOU CHOSE TO BECOME HUMAN TRAFFICKERS THAT’S ON YOU MOTHER FUCKERS NOT ME

don’t you fucking come back around when more than 200 of you have done me way more than dirty while I treated all of you like gold and two in particular especially this last one treated when it’s fucking excellently treated fucking extra like King and gold and he’s the one who smeared his dick in my face trying to buy his way manipulating and lying and deceiving looking at me as an object and calling me a whore while I made love to you and gave you my fucking gift of Life you told me you wanted to bury me..

and then you sick fucks TELL ME I’M THE BITCH THAT NEEDS HELP YOU SICK FUCKS ARE SO GOD DAMN DEMENTED.

I HAVE NEVER IN MY FUCKING LIFE SURROUNDED MYSELF AROUND THIS KIND OF FUCKING SICK SHIT

DON’T FUCKING COME EMAILING ME WANTING TO WISH ME WELL, I GUESS YOU’RE A SICK MOTHER FUCKING ASS IS FUCKING MISSING MY BLOWJOBS AND YOU GETTING TO PISS DOWN MY THROAT MY MOTHER FUCKER YOU KNOW I’M SPEAKING TO YOU DIRECTLY TRISTAN OR TRISTEN OR WHATEVER THE FUCK YOUR NAME IS.

You don’t fucking God damn wish me well. I will not take y’all’s God damn insults anymore I do not have to fucking put up with girls fucking shit I’m and none of you will God damn ever think to try to make a right with me so guess the fuck what you get what you God damn chose you’re fucking shit not mine

I fucking told you Tristan I fucking told you and I’ve been telling all of you every goddamn last motherfucker in my life that I treat like fucking gold you treat me like shit and then come right back around 6 months a year later wanting to marry motherfuckers wanting to marry me again wanting to come back and wish me well want to come back and buy fucking videos while you breached my privacy mother fuckers


CHRIS G, BEING ON MY PERSONAL FACEBOOK ACCOUNT, CROSSING MY BOUNDARIES, NOT RESPECTING MY PERSONAL SPACE, MANIPULATING ME ACTING LIKE HE WAS MY FRIEND, CAUSING ME MORE WORK BY ORDERING A CUSTOM ORDER, THEN 150 ACTIVING EVENTS IN MY MICROSOFT BUSINESS ACCOUNT, ULTIMATELY DOING THE DATA BREACH, HE COMES BACK TO ME UNDER A DIFFERENT EMAIL WANTING MY CONTENT. HE WAITED 8 MONTHS TO CONTACT ME …YOU SHOULDVE THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT YOU WANTED FROM BEFORE YOU YOU FUCKED ME.

LIES, DECEPTION, MANIPULATION, CROSSING BOUNDARIES, NOT RESPECTING MY PERSONAL SPACE, PUTTING MORE WORK ON ME ….GIVING ME THE “ROUGH TIME” I SHOULD HAVE PRESSED CHARGES ON THE SOB, BUT I LET IT GO…BUTNOT TO COME BACK TO FUCK ME AGAIN

this is exactly what I’m going to say

I GUESS I’LL HAVE YOU PUNK ASS COWARD BITCHES SHOULD HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT YOUR FUCKING BLOWJOBS AND YOUR FUCKING VIDEOS AND THIS SHIT IN THE FUTURE THAT YOU MAY WANT FROM ME WHEN YOU WERE FUCKING DOING ME SO GODDAMN DIRTY DON’T COME TO ME NOW AND EXPECT A GODDAMN THING FROM ME

4 YEARS OF CHANCES AND 4 YEARS OF FUCKING FORGIVENESS WAS NOT A GO AHEAD AND A GREEN LIGHT FOR YOU TO CONTINUE FUCKING DOING ME SO GODDAMN DIRTY THE WAY ALL OF YOU HAVE DONE ME I WILL SEE YOU MOTHERFUCKERS ALL OF YOU IN FUCKING COURT YOU PUNKS YOU AND YOU ALONE LEFT YOUR GOD DAMN PAPER TRAILS ALL OF YOU I DID NOT DO SO I CHOSE TO BE THE BETTER MOTHERFUCKING PERSON TO BE BETTER THAN YOU FUCKING SICK ASS PUMPS I DON’T WANT TO BE AROUND SICK MOTHERFUCKERS LIKE THAT

I’VE GOT DAMN CHOOSE NOT TO BE AROUND SUCH EVIL I CHOOSE NOT TO BE AROUND SUCH NEGATIVITY I CHOOSE TO NOT BE AROUND FUCKING ABUSE DON’T COME LOOKING FOR ME ANYMORE YOU FUCKING ALL OF YOU HAD YOUR GOD DAMN CHANCES WAY MORE THAN ANY OF YOU SICK FUCKS DESERVE I WILL CALL YOU OUT WHEN I GOD DAMN FEEL LIKE IT AND AIN’T GOD DAMN ONE IF YOU CAN DO IT FUCKING THING ABOUT IT BECAUSE YOU DID IT TO YOUR FUCKING STUPID DUMB FUCK SELVES

I have a goddamn photogenic memory I remember each and every goddamn one of you that has done me dirty. Now go fuck your own selves in the meantime cuz I don’t want a damn thing to do with none of you mother fucking Tristan fucking make me sick the way you did me and then going to tell me email me saying I’m wishing you well no the fuck you don’t punk God damn you make me stick the way you did me I don’t want no you ain’t none of you ain’t worth fucking having around none of you are worth the God damn thing ain’t even worth it I don’t want you around me I don’t want to surround myself with such evil sick shit I want a gentleman not a goddamn monster fucking evil mfer


Trsiten or tristan or whatever, AFTER MONPOOLIZING MY TIME ON APRIL 29TH…ON MY 30TH DAY MARK OF NOT HAVING TO PAY TAXES ANYMORE, YOU MONOPOLZED 4 1.2 HOURS OF MY TIME, HRTING ME SOO FUCKING BAD, YOU DIDNT EVEN CARE ENOUGH TO COME UP WITH A BETTER EXCUSE THAN “SCREEN TIME” FOR YOU DISREGARDING ME, IGNORING ME, TELLING ME WHILE I’M ON TOP OF YOU…THAT YOU LOOK AT ME AS AN OBJECT AND YOU DONT KNOW IF IT WILL EVER CHANGE, OHHH YEA CANT FORGET …..TELLING ME CONSTANTLY “I NEED HELP” …OH WAS SOOO WILLING TO HAVE OUR “FIRST OUTING MEMORY…THE FIRST TIME HE TAKES ME OUT OF MY ROOM MIN FOUR FUCKING YEARS ..WANTS THAT MEMORY TO BE OF HIM TAKING ME TO A SHELTER OR TO GET HELP.A MENTAL INSTITIUTION

YOU ALL CHOSE TO BE GOD DAMN GREEDY AND SELFISH AND MANIPULATING AND DECEIVING YOU ALL CHOSE TO BE SO FUCKING EVIL YOU CHOSE TO SHOW ME WHAT HATRED AND JUDGMENT WAS …..AND I CHOSE TO SHOW YOU WHAT UNCONDITIONAL LOVE WAS ABOUT NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU HURT ME I SHOWED YOU UNCONDITIONAL LOVE YOU WILL NEVER EVER KNOW WHAT THAT IS AGAIN FROM NOT ONE OTHER PERSON ON THIS EARTH I DON’T KNOW ANY OTHER PERSON ON THIS EARTH THAT CAN BE AS HUMBLE AS I HAVE BEEN.

every last one you took the best thing whether it was as a provider or your personal fuck you chose to fucking take the best thing you ever fucking had the person that was the most moral and dedicated and the most fucking Honorable in this goddamn fucking industry you chose to do what you did with it and fuck it up that was your once in a lifetime fucking chance with the most humble person you will ever meet in your fucking life…YOU CHOOSE!!!? NOT ME

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