Where Do I Fit In, In My Own Business??? Just My Mouth??

i love how everyone just is doing whatever the living fuck they want to do, with no regards to me as a person, my feeling or nothing….NO FUCKING ONE HAS MADE THINGS SIMPLE FOR ME AT ALL!!1

EVERYONE JUST LOVES COMPLICATING MY LIFE WITH I HAVE NOTHING IN MY LIFE THATS FAMILIAR AT ALL. NOTHING

my whole life has been ripped apart, turned upside down and inside out and absolutely no one has any regards to me at all!!!

my noon appointment just decided he is going to confirm his appoint TEN MINUTES BEFORE NOON!!!

I MADE ONE EXCEPTION THE OTHER NIGHT, WENT OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE AND DID AN OUTCALL, FOR 90 MINS, WENT TO PAY TO RENT TODAY, ITS A FAKE 100 DOLLAR BILL…IM ALREADY IS SUCH A FUCKING BIND I SWEAR TO GOD, SO 300 OF THE 400 OF THE 100 BILLS WERE GOOD THERE WAS ONE 100 HUNDRED BILL THAT I COULD HAVE GOTTEN A FELONY FOR MONEY LAUNDRYING

IVE BEEN SCREAMING FOR MONTHS ABOUT TWITTER NOT TO DIRECT MESSAGE ME, AND STILL NOT ONE PERSON FUCKING CARES NOT ONE

IM ON THE PHONE TRYING TO FIND MY A HOME TO STAY AND NO ONE GIVES A RATS ASS ABOUT ME IM SO FUCKING CONFUSED ABOUT WHO AND WHAT AND WHER IM SEEING SOMEONE I DON’T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IM DOING IN MY LIFE BECAUSE EVERYONE IS DOING MY LIFE FOR ME BUT ME

I WANT MY LIFE SIMPLE AND EVERYONE JUST HAS COMPLICATED EVERYTHING FOR ME

I HAVE PTSD AND IM ADHD AND I CANT DO THINGS THIS WAY IM BUSTING INTO TEARS AND FALLING TO PIECES EVERYTIME I TURN AROUND CUZ SHIT IS JUST SO FUCKING COMPLICATED EVERYTIME I TRY TO DO SOMETHING YALL DONT GIVE A FLAT FUCK ABOUT MY LIFE MY FEELINGS OR ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME AS LONG AS MY MOUTH IS WORKING

JUST LETS RUN ROGUE FLAT COMPLETELY OVER WHO GIVES A FLAT FUCK ABOUT WHAT SHE FEELS OR WHAT SHE WANTS LETS JUST COMPLICATE HER LIFE EVEN MORE JUST WHO CARES RIGHT IM IN PANIC ATTACKS AND CRYING ALL THE TIME NOW…YEA LETS JUST BREAK HER SPIIRIT AND ALL ABOUT HER EVERN MORE….

NOT TO MENTION , I HAVE NO SEX LIFE, THE ONE THING THAT IVE ALWAYS TURNED TO I DONT HAVE ANYMORE, I DONT EVEN HAVE A FUCKIGN LIFE ANYMORE IM FUCKING DENIED ORGASMS CUZ MEN DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT A WOMAN GETTING OFF AS LONG AS THEY DO, MY BRAND JUST FUCKED ME SEX LIFE TOTALLY I DONT GET A STRESS RELIEF AT ALL AND NOT ONE MOTHERFUCKING GIVES A FLAT FUCK ABOUT ANYTHING ABOUT ME ….AS LONG AS MY MOUTH IS IN WORKING ORDER!!!!!!!!

 I HAVE NOT EVEN LOGGED ON TO TWIITER IN WHAT 4 DAYS NOW AND NOT GOING TO!!!!!!!1 

YOU DONT GIVE A SHIT THAT IM ON THE PHONE TRYING TO DO ANYTHING AS LONG AS IT SIMPLE FOR YOU BUT NOT FOR ME! 

WHO CARES THAT SHE DOESNT HAVE ANY KIND OF HELP AT ALL, I DONT KNOW WHAT AREA TO LOOK FOR A PLACE, I NEED AN EXTENDED STAY ID LIKE TO STAY IN THE AREA THAT I, ME, MICHELLE, ROGUE IS FUCKING FAMILIAR WITH……THAT HAS KITCHENETTES, AND SMOKE FRIENDLY, CUZ I DO HAVE CLIENTS THAT DO LIKE TO SMOKE DURING THEIR SESSIONS AS WELL AS IM A SMOKER ALSO BUT WAIT I DONT HAVE ANY HELP TO MOVE ME OR NOTHING NO CAR NO WAY NO NOTHING AS YALL ARE STILL TAKING MY LIFE AND WHAT LTTLE I HAVE LEFT AND TAKING FROM ME OWHO CARES RIGHT

NOBODY HUH….

NOBODY BUT ME!!!!!!!!!!!

THE ONLY THING THAT IS FAMILIAR TO ME RIGHT NOW….IS FIGHTING WITH CLIENTS ABOUT WHO IS RUNNING MY BUSINESS….

WAIT A MINUTE THOUGH….YEA IM THE ONE PAYING ALL THE BILLS ALL $4000 DOLLARS WORTH OR DAMN NEAR IT, CAN’T EVEN PAY BILLS WHEN GIVEN COUNTERFEIT MONEY

SOOOOO WWHAT TELL ME WHAT IM DOING NEXT PLEASE SO MICHELLE WILL KNOW WHAT THE FUCK SHE IS DOING IN HER LIFE…MAKE MY FUCKING MIND UP FOR ME PELAE

YA KNOW ITS REALLY AN AWESOME THING TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN A HUGE DOWNSPIRAL AND CLSE TO NOT BEING ABLE TO COME OUT OF ITHAT SPIRAL AND JUST EVERYONE IS UMMM LIKE MAKING THAT DOWNWARD SPIRAL EVEN FASTER FOR ME!! ITS FEELS WONDERUFL

i dont even feel human anymore im jsut here thats it i havev no feelings no happiness no intmacy n onothing anymore i dont even feel like im human just been used abuse and thrown in garbage cuz ppl are done using me just dont even feel human anymore and still no one gies a flat fuck

THERE IS NO PART OF MY LIFE I HAVE CONTROL OF ,NONE, I CANT CONTROL THE WAY IM TREATED HOW IM CONTACTED, I CANT SEEM TO BE IN CONTROL OF MY BUSINESS WHEN TO CONFIRM APPTS OR ANY PART OF MY BUSINESS AND I CANT SEEM TO GET ANY DAMN PERSON TO RESPECT THAT ITS MY LIFE AND I WANT CONTROL OF MY FUCKING LIFE AND NOT HAVE OTHERS CONTROLING MY LIFE

I DONT HAVE ANY SAY SO OR FAMILIARILTY IN MY LIFE AT ALL RIGHT NOW AND EVEYRONE JUST CONTNUES TO DO WHAT THE FUCK THEY WANT TO MY LIFE

I DID NOT EVER GIVE CONSENT FOR ANYONE TO CONTROL ANY PART OF MY LIFE THIS IS NOT BDSM AND THIS IS NON CONSENSUAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS NOT SEX WORK THIS IS SEX TRAFFICKLY AND SLAVERY AND FREEE LABOR THAT IS WHAT THE REALITY OF THIS IS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW DO YOU FINALLY UNDERSTAND

I CONSENT TO SEX WORK BUT I DO NOT CONSENT TO FREE LABOR NOR THE ABUSE

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